a)“awk patne?kt dh smpai nie”
“k..awk dr msjd kassim…awk jalan terus jek..nnti nmpk mak’s place” (tats wat I heard!)
“krng patne?tk nmpk krng pon!”
“awk masuk jek dalam…ktorng pat dalam!”
“dalam bilik tu ke?gelap jek tapik…awk kuar uh!”
Dh mengamok nie.Ikut hati mcm nk balek jek.
“awk patne nie?!”
“ktorng pat chai chee restaurant tau!”
N aku sunnguh confident yang drng at Mak’s place.

b)“ktorng turun admiralty k..sane ade straight bus pi johor”
“ok!”
Sblum turun,ktorng dgr announcement “those who wants to go johor,plz alight at Wudlands mrt and take bus 950,”
Turun jugak at admiralty.
“eh..mcm tkde bus jek pi johor dr sini!”
“tadik kan announcement cakap pat woodland mrt!”
“tapik kt perna pi dgn kwn kt,die cakap die tungu ktorng pat admiralty nye bustop!”
Dua-dua diam seketika.
Dlm bus 950(dr mrt woodlands)
“eh..kak isma tingal mane?”
“marsiling”
“patutlah tkde bus! Bukan admiralty lah! Marsiling!”

c)“awk lahir pd tarikh april fool…mesti suke kacau orng”
“tk lah..orng yang suke kacau saya”.

d)Di perhentian teksi.
“pkck..ktorng nk pi city square..yang dekat dgn kustom johor..pkck tau?
“tau..”
“eh…blng pkck tu ktorng nk turun City Square tau,bukan kustom…”
Dlm otak,nk cakap “can u drop us at the city square”.
Mulut terjemahkan, “bole jatuhhkan….”
Ayat tergantung…
Nasib baik pkck tk dgr.

e)Lokasi pertama:
“apsal die bad mood uh!”
Muka tengik.
“kene husnuzzan..die puase gaknye!”
Maklumlah,hari tu hari taasuaah.

Lokasi kedua:
“niari smua yg kt jmpe bad mood..apsal seh…”
“kene husnuzzan…drng pause…”
“tapik yg tadik tu cina tau!”

Dialog diatas bukanlah rekaan semata-mata.
Ia adalah kisah benar.
Mohon maaf mungkin ayat nye tidak seratus-peratus sama,
Tapik mengandungi makna yang serupa.

Mesej yang ingin dismpaikan :
Ketawa,kegembiraan,senyuman di wajah, semua ini merapatkan kemesraan kita lagik.
Smoga ukhwah ini berkekalan.
Syang kamu,syng akhawat,juge syang diri sndri.
=)

“pukol 7.15am jumpe ust sekian sekian di ofisnye!”
Haa! Paginye!
*pengsan*

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!
Kambing! Here I come!
Baaaaaa~

I never thought for a moment, tat I will be stuck in my place and have to do the household chores n so on so on.
The idea totally irks me(it still does!) and I juz dunno why.
Maybe bcoz im not ready to commit myself to do all these chores.
Or maybe I juz don wan to do it.
Or maybe it bothered me tat im doing these ‘kind-of-things’ and my friends out there are studying.
N my cuzen once said to me, “the mother instinct is not there yet,” when I told her how annoyed sometimes i can be,looking after Raihanah.

A Mother's sacrifices
So,tats it.
It gives me a life-time experience looking at how my mum can manage to do the house-hold chores by herself.
Masya Allah.
Without complaining, without grumbling.
N she does it everyday,even on Sundays.(tis is more than over-time!)
Washing the clothes,drying it out,sweeping the living room,moping it,
Cooking scrumptious meals without fail…n many many more which im sure everyone knows of.
N she now,has to look after her grand-daughter.Feeding her milk with spoon(yup!she cant accept bottles.Dont ask me why).Changing her diapers and clothes every here and then.
I did help her sometimes. But its incomparable.

Are you ready to be one?
Nope.
Im sure of that,for the time being.
Im totally totally not ready to be a wife or mother.
Firstly,I just realized that I have very low patience.
I don’t like to be ordered around,as in “ida here..ida there..”
Im the type who likes to do things on her own impulse.
Secondly, im not interested yet to be doing all these house-hold chores. Maybe doing it for my own self is still bearable.But to do it for someone else, I need time for that.
Third,my mind is set on other things. Studying,travelling(hehe…) and working n so on so on,but not being stuck in the house.
*I used the word ‘stuck’ bcoz I find it boring.So to others who find it NOT BORING,plz don take it to heart okiez*

My Current Situation
Yupz.Im still here (u noe where).
N im not doing anything rite(as in not working),
Except for giving tuition only twice a week.
I didn’t sign-up for tahfiz class before, bcoz my mum said she cant handle Raihanah alone during tat tyme.But she’s bcuming better now.
I didn’t look for any tuition,(while in fact,im dying to do so) bcoz I know my mum needs an assistance for the time being.
I wanted to sign-up for courses,but it seems that most of the courses that ive looked into,are either expensive,or it takes a longer period of time.As in 6 months and more.
I cant afford that until im sure about my situation,which im not sure of it right now.
I juz cant do anything except to wait n wait…..
Boooooring!

My last words .....
Trying to be strong.
Believing that something more worth is waiting for me.
I'allah~
N holding on to Allah's words,
ان مع العسر يسرا
N hope tat everione will never stop praying for me~
syukran!
fuhh~ tats a looong post.
salam everione.

My Sister's keepers~
gerek~
mengalir-galir air mata ni~
i give it three and the half out of five~
deres a bit of cracks in the movie...
but overall, "thumbs up!"
n surprisingly,i havent read its book yet...
hmmm...
its a movie based on a novel by Jodi Picoult..
shud read it heh~

[oh!i didnt watched it through e movie.my sister passed me the 'file' and i watched it through my laptop.so tats it.]
tankiu kakak n her fren~
*winks2*