I never expect things to happen like this..

I expect my degree to be completed by 4 years,2008-2012.
And by that year,I will be back in Spore.
Spending time with my family,and my niece who would already turned 3 years old.
Also waiting to get a stable job, and at the same time,
trying to complete my Hifz Quran.

That's my plan.

My plan as a human.

Never did I expect things to turn out otherwise.

To be totally out of what I planned.

I was 'stuck' here in Spore after spending 2 years of my degree in Syria.

I have to wait for another Uni acceptance,either from Syria or Malasyia.

And to wait, it's painful!

Im supposed to be in Year 3 now,at University Fattah.

But,no! Im still here.

I have to bear with questions!

"eh..tk ke awk pat Syria.."

"Ape jadi sebenarnya?"

And everytime,I have to relive back the agony.

N it was not as easy as it seems.

Bcoz Im the one who had gone through it.

It's not easy.

As I was holding tightly to the hope that I'll

be accepted in UM, again I was being rejected.

*taking a deep breath*

I was repeating to myself that I have to be strong.

I cant be defeated in moments like these!

These are all obstacles & difficulties that I have to get through.

To get a passing grade in the akhirat exam.

So, that time,as it was known to me, as 'aamul hazn.

I felt quite "lucky" that I can be in the same condition

as Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him.

Only mine was a thousand time better than him, yet he stayed

so strongly with the belief that Allah is with him.

Alhamdulillah.

Wasyukru lillah.

Allah is Al-Rahman,Al-Rahiim.

After nearly one-year of waiting, I'm accepted in UKM,Msia.

Im happy. =)

Thank You Allah for this gift!

n jazakumullah khairal jaza' to those who have been

doa-ing for me & supporting me all these while.

ومن يتق الله يجعل له مخرجا

I have learnt alot during this one-year of break. *winks*

Especially teaching.

It has been one good experience for me!

Ive meet masya allah girlfriends~

Suhaila-Aminah-Zainah-Syida =)

Ive mananged to attend Khalifah Training! Yeahhh!

Ive get to see my niece growing up~

Ive get to join in musabaqah~

These are all ni'mat minnallah.

To mention one by one,its just too much to list it down.

Thank you Allah!

I want to become a better Khalifah starting from now.

yok semua jadik an excellent Khalifah Of Allah!