Life Is Full of Colours :-)

Changes.

2012-01-03T11:44:00.000+08:00

I wanted to share my thoughts and ideas on SOMETHING. It got something to do with my next week written exam paper,Pemikiran Islam Semasa. But the ideas are cluttered in my mind, n I cant write it down YET. One thing Im sure after reading this subject is that, it certainly open my mind to the REAL WORLD, and the world is in danger and we,Muslim need to stop sleeping and wake up! A harsh reminder, especially to me =( And I really hope that I can do something to contribute to my Islam, and the community around me.

One thing for sure, we got to CHANGE HOW WE THINK, and start to READ MORE, DIGEST IT, AND PRACTICE ON IT. Allahul Musta'an.

Quoted from someone,"Di mana ada perjuangan,di situ ada RISIKO. Jangan sebut perjuangan kalau anda takut KESUSAHAN. Jangan sebut pengorbanan kalau anda belum mahu merasai KESAKITAN. Jangan sesekali sebut PERJUANGAN ISLAM kalau anda sendiri takut untuk MARA KE HADAPAN. Jangan gelar diri anda sebagai PEJUANG ISLAM kalau anda masih merasai KESELESAAN. Bagi saya, anda bukan 'amilin,"

It's examination ^_^

2011-12-31T18:18:00.006+08:00

Since the week of 'study week' begins, every student in UKM start facebook-ing the REAL BOOK.That includes me too.

My first exam paper starts on the 3rd of January 2011.

Really hope that I can do, & give my ultimate best.

Not hoping for a 4 flat, but really hope that I can give it all out!

Let me share my timetable here:
4 January : Maharat al-Kitabah

5 January : Fiqh Muamalat I

6 January : Metodologi Quran & Hadith

11 January : Pemikiran Islam Semasa

11 January : Kaedah Penyelidikan

12 January: Pengantar Qiraat & Hafazan

13 January: Sejarah & Tamadun Islam

17 January : Fiqh Munakahat

18 January : Acedemic Communication I

Quoting from Ustazah Sakinah Saptu's FB, she said:

"Syurga itu bukan tempat untuk calang-calang orang.

Kita harus sentiasa berusaha untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk masuk ke syurga.

Kerana syurga itu bukan tempat untuk mereka yang dapat C

dan bukan mereka yang dapat F.

Tapi mereka yang berusaha untuk dapat A

seperti para Anbiya' dan sahabah".

...and because of this, I MUST SCORE A+

for my final exams!

So I can be with the Prophets alaihimussalam

& e sahabah radhiyallahu anhum

=') Allahul Musta'an.

mesti YAKIN!

2011-04-23T19:07:00.004+08:00

Sebelum......

Selepas....

Apa yang penting?

Kt tahu tujuan & matlamat hidup kita adalah untuk mencari

KEREDHAAN ALLAH SWT.

Maju terus! =D

Pesta Sakan dengan Buku-buku! =D

2011-04-23T18:38:00.003+08:00

Esok insha allah adalah harinya. Hari untuk kami berpesta~ Berpesta sakan dengan buku-buku ilmiah yang menghuni PWTC untuk tempoh 9 hari sahaja, bermula dari 22 April hinggal 1 Mei.

Ya allah, semoga kaki yang melangkah esok ke PWTC gagah untuk memilih buku-buku ilmiah yang dapat mematangkan pemikiran serta menambahkan lagi ilmu pengetahuannya. Semoga sentiasa diberi hidayah dan petunjuk-Nya~ *im going crazy over books!

Terima Kasih PMUKM ( www.pmukm.blogspot.com ) atas inisiatif ini! Semoga masyarakat melayu dapat terus membudayakan sikap suka membaca buku,supaya ia dapat terus bersaing dengan masyarakat-masyarakat maju yang lain. Melayu Muslim hari ini sudah jauh ketinggalan. Yok kita kembalikan semula kegemilangan Islam, yang mana mereka menjadikan ilmu sebagai tunjang perjuangan mereka! =D

~saya bukan pemilik blog ini~

2011-04-11T17:45:00.003+08:00

uhuk..uhuk..bnyknya habuk blog ni..brape tahun x update ni??malas tol tuan punye blog nii..hehe..

seperti tajuk entry di atas..sy bkn pemilik blog ini..

*dipaksa tulis oleh tuan punya blog yg konon nya bz dgn latihan menghilangkan rasa takut terhadap kucing..haha..xlawak?..mm..ok...

anyway,kene la stat dgn perkenalkan diri..ehem..ehem..testing2..testing mic..ecece..macam nak bg ucapan menang anugerah bintang popular plak..hehe..

ok, xlawak lg..*sy mmg xtau nak tulis serius..

di kesempatan masa yg singkat krn kejap lg nak magrib ni..ingin sy kongsikan satu topik yg sesuai dibincangkan *atau lebih tepat lg yg sesuai dibaca bg mereka yg stres..xkirela ampa stres dgn pe..dgn study ke..dgn bf/gf korg ke..atau stres dgn kematian kucing korg..err..itu patutnye sedih..bukan stres kan..adoi aq ni..

ok2..sambung balek..

ya tuan2 dan puan2..tajulk kita pada hari ini ialah...

jeng..jeng..jeng!!!

-sambung miggu depan-

haha..xde la...blum tentu mggu depan sy dpt tulis ag dek krn menjahanamkan blog Life Is Full of Colours ni..hehe..

balek ke pangkal jalan.......

tajuk kite adalah:

10 TEKA TEKI 'BANYAK-BANYAK' DI DUNIA!!!

*ceh tajuk gempak..bukan dunia sgt pun..teka teki dah basi..tapi, knfem stil korg xle jawab gk..silap2 ada yg pening dan bertambah stres krn xle jwb teka-teki ku ini..haha..*banggaaa~~~

skali lg x serius..sori korg..mmg xle nk serius ni..huhu..ok kte stat k...

1) Banyak2 besi..besi ape yg kte panggil kayu??

*bagus2..semakin serius..hehe..

2) Banyak2 kotak..kotak ape xle angkat??

*haha..tau ke??x tau kan..dah kate dah..

3) Banyak2 pisang..pisang ape xle makan??

*sy semakin serius..bangga..haha

4) Banyak2 bola..bola ape yang xle main??

*bola ni mmg xle main..serius ni..betol2 xle main..

5) Banyak2 bende..ape yang kecik kat China..besar kat Arab..

*ni biase dah ni..xkan xle jawab kot..huhu..

Ni plak teka-teki bnyk2 yg related dgn negara2..

6) Banyak2 negara..negara apa yang jakun??

*jakun tu batak..mm..klantan kate..'daghak'..*xtau eja..tau sebut je..hehe..utara kata plak 'perak'..kire2 cam katak bawah tempurung la..

7) Banyak2 negara..negara apa yang banjir dulu baru hujan??

*ni pun dah biase..xkan xtau..sy tau..korg xtau gak kan??haha..

8) Banyak2 negara..negara apa yang xde jalan??

*ade ke negara xde jalan..mmm..i wonder gak ni..

9) Banyak2 negara..negara apa yang selalu lapar??

*kesian tol negara ni..selalu je lapaq...

Last but not least..ikot kan belambak lagi teka teki ni..tapi masa mencemburui kte..haha..ayat xle tahan kan..haha

10) Banyak2 negara..negara apa yang korang dudul skang ni..wakaka!!

*ni kalo xtau gak..p la bunuh diri kat pokok tauge nuhh...haha...

ok..tu je masa yg kita ada..

cerdits to pemilik blog ni, Nurhida binti Yusoff krn mengizinkan sy tumpang lalu kat blog comei ni..*comei ke..errr..

anyway, ni je yg bleh sy kongsi..actually,xde idea..

owner blog ni suh update kan blog die sbb die bz dgn esaimen and final..ceh,macamlah sy xde final..haha..xpa for you i will k.hida~~

*nak pizza hut ek..

dah la..dekat mgrib dah..nothing to be said..juz..

MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA!!

eh..salah plak..

k la..got to go now..Adios!!

-tut-...abes dah..

CAK!!!

haha..ingt sy lupe ke...hehe..mane bleh bg teka teki xbg jawapan kan??

so..the answer is...

1) KAYU GOLF

2) KOTAK PENALTI

3) PISANG DAH BURUK LAAAHHH..

4) BOLA..'BOLA'KANG PINTU..kire bola lah gak kan..wakaka..kene!!

5) HURUF 'A'..

6) ITALY..EEEEE TAAALIIII..*cube korang sebut..

7) BAHRAIN..BAH=banjir...RAIN=hujan la...so, bah+rain..jd la..bahrain..

8) NORWAY...no way...

9) errr...HUNGARY..hungry kan lapaq..haha

10) dah x payah la yg ni..macamlah korg xle nak jawab..huhu..kalo xle gak..jgn dok Malaysia!!!..opps..terjawab plak..

ok..kali ni betul2..nak abes dah..

sori atas kekasaran bahasa..sebab sy xsama dgn owner blog ni..hehe

got to go now..thanx krn sudi baca sampai abes..

akhir kata..

JANGAN BUANG SAMPAH MERATA-RATA..

CUT!!

-abes dah...-

perahan otak..saya yang tau paswed blog ni..hehe=P

Terbang Jauh~

2011-03-01T21:44:00.006+08:00

kickers & rocher-rocher~ sedaaap

sehingga menjilat jari! =D

curry yong tau fu~

sungguh mengenyangkan~

oishhii! juwai's set meal~

Apabila rindu kpd tanah air bertandang di hati,

ini lah yang akan saya lakukan.

Shopping & makan~ala-ala life in spore.
Teman 'seperjuangan' saya:

Juwairiah Bte Safari =)

Ini baru 3 gambar shaja.

Yang sbnrnya, ada banyak lagi yg tak dipetik.

Hanya disemat kemas dalam hati masing-masing.

Menambahkan koleksi kenangan-kenangan

indah dalam kehidupan.

next trip juwai?

fish manhatten aitez!

Rindu Bau Pohon Tin

2011-02-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through the shelves of books at ptsl ( ukm's huuugee library and is also said to be amng the biggest one in Asia) and suddenly i come across THIS book. Rindu Bau Pohon Tin. The moment i touched the book, i know i must borrow it. But to read it, hmmm, thats something undecisable yet. I will tell you e reason why. Later.

Ustaz Hasrizal Jamil ( barakallahu fee umuurak ) is the author for this book. Before this, he has written quite a number of books, for instance Aku Terima Nikahnya 1 & 2 and Murabbi Cinta. Truthfully, i've owned ALL of his books except for THIS. The ideas presented in his books touched on basic issues of a marriage but in a contemporary way. Furthermore, i simply love the way he shared with us his real-life experiences that he had gone through before. It makes me feel humane & at the same time, I can relate it to my own experiences-e ups & downs in my life. The beauty behind simplicity.

If you are wondering why im reluctant to read THIS book, i will tell you why. Its got to do with Syria . *now im confused* Isnt Syria,to you, equals to happiness? Yes. It was, and still is. As long as it got NOTHING to do with jawazaat wa maa haw lahu. The incident happened , and tats how im now studying in Msia instead of being there. No, im not pointing fingers to anyone, nor to any specific places =.="

قدر الله على كل شيئ ما شاء كان وما لم يشاء لم يكن

Reading this book means refreshing back the good memories in Syria. The moments that i had spent with my lovely dovey akhawats. The constant 'fight' we had with syabab. The nights that we 'sihrul layaalii' on milkshakes, nabeel, leewan,calling maiz late night....well, basically its on foods. The varieties of dars & shuyukh that im so missing it right nw! The kind & gentle anisa who are always concern about us, e ajaniib. The macho & handsome shuyukh whom 'ilm is always brimming on them( I still remembered Sheikh Farfur words when he first entered the 1st yr banat Syariah class to give a simple tazkirah. Among his tazkirah , he touched abt us( foreigners ):

أنتم لستم الأجانب ولكنكم الوافدون ...

Masya allah! e ihtiraam he gives us-e foreigners who come to suria to learn about Islam. 'ajib! =') hafizahullahu~

It hurts me so much to read about Syria when I know i should actually learn to let go of the bad memories. The bad memories are still rottenly stuck in my mind. It just wont let go despite on how hard I tried to forget abt it.Seriously, i tried. Its probably because i didnt part from Syria in a 'normal way' that other students go through. Its probably because I knew the possibility of NOT returning back is low, but i still insisted on going back to Spore. N its probably because i still have grudges over the officers and those who are related to them. N it might probably be because I have to 'redo' everything again, when the painful fact is that I should be graduating soon ( of course, biiznillah) =') With them.

Allahu allahu...forgive me if i whine...but it just hurt me too much......n again e book, it brings me back memories....e dilemma to read or to just return it back...qawwinii ya rab..fa inni'abdun dho'iifun...wallahi, ana mushtaaq ilaihaa~

Rindu Bole? =")

2011-02-06T18:53:00.010+08:00

tmpt yg wajib pi untk merasai pasar arab! u can juz find anything dere!

frm one end to one end, tkkan boring nye~

nie lah die akhwat2ku yg amat dirindui sgt sgt~
*..fawatthiqillahumma raabithotahaa wa adim wuddahaa..*

hasil tangan srng ukht yg amat berbakat serta dlm
cintanya t'hdp khat~ =D
*masih wujud tak gaknye tulisan nie kn...*

=D hebat ciptaan Allah! flawless~

I wanted to post MORE & MORE pictures...

but..

everytime I looked at the thsnds of pics saved in my hard disc,

I will be 'distracted' by the memories,

laughters & tears.

In e end, its these 4 pictures that I managed to edit in

Picassa b4 posting it here.

'ala kulli hal, thse memories....

were certainly e best moments in my life! ='D

allah allah...ihmee suriaa wa ahlihaa min iyyi fasaadin

wa munkarin...ihmeehaa lii ya rab, fa inni uhibbuhhaa

hubban shadeedan...

wa ballighniee ila shaam marraah thaniah....

wa marraat ba'dahaa...

syriaa...

Jangan berhutang!

2011-02-04T12:15:00.003+08:00

Semalam, aku seorang pergi ke Johor dengan mak & ayah. *feeling jadi anak tunggal skjap* Adik yang begitu liat untuk bangun pagi tidak mahu ikut serta. Abang pula 'extremely' rajin untuk bekerja pada hari CNY =.= Kakak yang sudah berkeluarga tiba-tiba mengatakan zauj nya bekerja pada petang hari. Jadi tinggal lah aku yang sememangnya 'suka untuk berjalan' untuk turut serta ke Johor. Lagipun, tujuan asal ke Johor adalah untuk men-'depositkan' wang perbelanjaan dalam akaun Bank Islam aku, yang hanya tinggal 'nyawa-nyawa ikan' sahaja. =D

Kami ke sana menaiki kereta.

Sepanjang perjalanan, aku lebih banyak mendiamkan diri. Hanya mendengar celoteh emak aku. Biasanya kalau emak sudah 'conquer' bidang perbualan, yang lain hanya mendengar sahaja. Kadang-kadang bila perlu, akan ditokok-tambah serta disuarakan pendapat masing-masing.

Salah satu isu yang diperbincangkan oleh emak aku adalah mengenai isu berhutang.

Aku memang amat maklum tentang sifat emak yang amat sensitif mengenai hutang. Pantang berbicara tentang topik hutang ini. Seolah-olah emak sangat 'taboo' dengan perkataan itu.Aku memang kagum dengan cara emak mengelakkan diri dari berhutang. Sifatnya yang amat berjimat-cermat itu telah banyak 'menyelamatkan' kami sekeluarga daripada terus menerus dihantui dengan beban hutang.

Emak dibesarkan dalam keadaan yang serba susah. Tidak banyak keperluan yang diperlukan. Hanya keperluan asasi sahaja. Sekali-sekala ada juga emak berbelanja dengan belanja yang agak mahal tetapi selari dengan harganya,barangnya itu berkualiti dan tahan lasak.Barang itu juga akan digunakan sampai 'benar-benar haus' & tidak boleh digunakan lagi. Pernah sekali abang mahu membuang kasut Scholl kepunyaan emak yang telah haus, tetapi emak menegah.Emak kata, boleh gunakan lagi untuk pergi pasar. =D

Itu adalah antara tips-tips yang ditunjuk-ajar oleh emak kepada anak-anaknya secara tidak langsung. Tips untuk mengelakkan diri dari berhutang. Belanja hanya bila benar-benar perlu. Selagi barang masih 'in good condition', gunakannya. Jangan nk asyik tukar barang yang baru sahaja.

Sifat jimat-cermat ini memang aku 'salute' dengan emak aku. Emak selalu menceritakan kepada kami, setiap bulan, emak pasti akan simpan $50 dari gaji ayah untuk setiap seorang dari anak-anaknya. Dari kecil lagi, emak sudah menabungkan duit untuk anak-anaknya. Dan kini, alhamdulillah anak-anaknya mampu untuk menyambungkan pelajaran hingga ke peringkat university,tanpa biasiswa mahupun pertolongan dari mana-mana badan. Berkat gigih seorang emak & ayah! Barakallahu feekumaa! =D

Sikap positif ini tidak berhenti setakat apabila anak-anak sudah selesai pengajian. Bahkan apabila anak-anaknya sudah bekerja pun emak masih menabungkan untuk mereka. Tetapi sekarang menabung dengan menggunakan wang dari hasil usaha mereka sendiri. Abang aku yang baru sahaja menjejak ke alam pekerjaan, alhamdulillah, kini masih lagi menabung dengan emak. Setiap bulan, emak akan 'meminta' sebahagian dari gaji nya untuk disimpan kerana mak khuatir abang akan belanja kesemua gajinya itu! *something tats not possible for him* Hahaha.

Emak & ayah selalu berpesan, jangan hutang! jangan hutang! jangan hutang! Bila kita dah berhutang, susah untuk kita keluar dari lingkaran hutang itu. Lagipun dengan phenomena riba yang tidak adil itu, akan menambahkan lagi bebanan hutang kita itu. Silap-silap, hutang itu akan menghantui kita sampai mati!

اللهم انا نعوذ بك من غلبة الدين وقهر الرجال

Trip 2 Terengganu

2011-02-01T09:18:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah...

I was given the chance again to travel around and see the beauty of Allah's creations. Even though i've been there quite a few times before, I was still amazed by the natural beauty and the fresh air in it. Terengganu, was my latest holiday for this 2011.

Our first stop was at Darul Falah-a place for the orphanages. The principal of Darul Falah mentioned that there are around 180+ orphanages there. Alhamdulillah. They are provided with sufficient clothes, foods and most of their needs are taken care of.

We were taken around by the girls to have a look at their rooms,and how they lead their life there. We took the opportunity to chit-chat with them, and make them feel that we are actually sisters,sisters in Islam. =D Personally I feel that they benefit a lot from their stay at Darul Falah. It teaches them how to be independent at such a young age and thus having the ability to manage their own life. Allahu hafeezun~ An akh said that, the lost of their parents should not be a hindrance for them to achieve success in life. One good example is our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW. He was borned without a father, and few years later, he lost his mother. Despite of the 'kekurangan' , he continues to strive harder and with Allah's will, he become a wonderful & wise man. sollu 'ala habib~

The most thing that I enjoyed most at Ganu is the 'keluarga angkat' program. I enjoyed it so much. All of us are assigned to our own 'mak & ayah angkat'. I, together with Ifa, we get to stay with Cik Dah (a pre-school teacher). She's a great cook, & wow! she served us (including the YB-Yang Berhormat, together with the reporters) such a scrumptious meal. 3 kinds of fishes! *tk bbrape pasti name ikan2 die* N i get to try eating budu! =D tee hee hee..

Theres' also a game with orang kampung. (if orang-orang it becomes scacerow) . Tarik-tarik tali! Its so fascinating to see orang kampung'fight' against lelaki UKM. Orang kampung, most of them are sturdious and looked strong ! We figured that they will be the winners compared to the keding-keding UKM students'. But, dont judge a book by its cover! Orang kampung was unbelievably defeated by the UKM boys'. Congrats boys! =D

Semangat gotong-royong. This element is lacking in modern countries, like Spore. Living in a kampung, it makes me feel like everyone is your family,especially neighbours. Generosity & kindness runs in the blood. Allahumma barik qaryah bukit wan~ =D

Oh! Ive got the chance to become a 5-mins 'petani baja jagung'. Haha. Simple but lots of 'bend like beckham' to do! Interviewed one of e workers, and he said, it takes around a week for the corn to grow. And if there's rain, it will increase the fertility rate of growing. jagung jagung jagung~ =D

'ala kulli haal, syukran kathiran li PERMATA (Persatuan Mahasiswa Anak Terengganu) for organizing this event. & syukran to Ustaz Zaidi, for extending the invitation to muslimat surau al-nur kiy. We simply apreciate it. Barakallahu lakum jamii'an.

Will post pictures insha allah, in e next post. =D

Sebuah Penghargaan

2010-12-24T11:06:00.006+08:00

"Hadiah ini saya berikan kepada pelajar terbaik bagi subjek ini. Dia memperolehi markah sebanyak 96/100" .

Tepukan yang gemuruh dari pelajar-pelajar lain. Pelajar itu pun keluar dan mengambil hadiah dari Ustaznya. Hadiah itu merupakan sebuah buku.Tercoret di dalamnya kata-kata motivasi dari seorang Ustaz kepada pelajarnya. Doa seorang ustaz kepada anak muridnya supaya mendapat kecemerlangan di dunia dan akhirat. Tertulis sekali di dalamnya nama penuh pelajar tersebut.

Tahniah diucapkan kepada pelajar tersebut.Sungguh, pelajar itu bukan calang-calang orangnya.

Dia berjaya mendapat keputusan yang tinggi sehingga melayakkan dirinya untuk mendapat anugerah DEKAN (dean award). Memang selayak-layaknya dia mendapat aungerah itu. Setimpal dengan usahanya itu. Tahniah adek! =)

Setelah kuliah tamat, aku dan teman aku seorang ini mengucapkan tahniah kepada pelajar tersebut. Kami meminta izin untuk melihat buku yang diberikan Ustaz kepadanya tadi.

Buku yang ilmiah.

Mengenai sistem perundangan Islam.

Kami mahu melihat di dalamnya. Kami mahu melihat kata-kata yang ditulis oleh Ustaz kepadanya. Tetapi, kami ditahan. Dihalang dari melihat di dalamnya.

"Kenapa tidak boleh? Kami cume mahu melihat kata-kata Ustaz kepada adik sahaja,"

Bertekad juga tidak membenarkan.

Akhirnya, setelah kami berkeras juga mahu melihat isinya, kami berjaya.

Doa tulus seorang Ustaz kepada anak muridnya yang cemerlang, supaya mendapat kemenangan di dunia & akhirat.

Cume, yang sedihnya..........

Namanya yang sebenar telah digaris kesemuanya dan ditulis dengan nama kawannya yang lain. Buku
Bila ditanya mengapa, dia mengatakan,

"Tak gunakan buku ini,"

Mungkin buku ini tidak menepati dengan modul pengajiannya. Tetapi bukankah ia adalah satu hadiah dari seseorang. Sebuah hadiah sebagai satu penghargaan dalam meraikan keputusannya yang cemerlang. Juga sebagai satu semangat untuk pelajar-pelajar lain.

Hargailah hadiah seseorang.
Sebagai mengingati jasa baiknya.

Sekurang-kurangnya, jaga lah perasan pemberi hadiah itu.
Pasti dia merasa sedih dengan kelakuan ini.

Sebuah penghargaan yang tidak dihargai....

Itmiknan? BEST! =D

2010-12-12T09:50:00.002+08:00

Bismillah..

Itmiknan ( an outdoor camp organised by MKS Darul Quran )

I received a call from Kak Hafizah, while savouring my lasagne at Bugis Swenson with ashidah. She was 'proposing' me to become a faci for this particular event. I was reluctant in the 1st place as i feel like im not qualified yet to become a faci. Ashidah said, she felt the same too. Despite of the lacking of experiences, I decided to take a step forward to gain this golden opportunity experiences. And i promised myself that I will try to give my best ; let this be a learning journey for me.

I meet different kinds of people there. I learnt a lot from them ( especially from the young participants which range from 14-23 years old) , and I hope my group (which were assigned to one of the ummahaatul mukminin's name : Maimunah Bte Al-Harithah ) learnt something from me too. Allahul Musta'an.

There was one particular programme that i really like and i feel like, it should be something that the organizer should try to execute it on, 'ala qadri maas tatho'ta. =D It is the action plan on how we (the upper hand together with the lower one) can do to spread dakwah among the public, n tat includes the non-muslim too.

Some of the ideas are very creative & innovative, and are so close to the young Muslims hearts. Let me jot down a few of their action plans :

a) To constantly update Itmiknan's FB account with Islamic posts, for example ayat quran or hadith that can be shared together.

b) To make Itmiknan's own newsletter =D

c) Dramas & theathers. ( im all for it! ) To act out on the stories that can be found in the Quran. Theres a lot of them, for example, surah Yusof is one of the best stories that contains real-life lessons. It is also vital for us to really comprehend the surah because it teaches us vital lessons about many of the issues that we are facing today, from siblings rivalry to being treated unfairly by people of higher authority.

There's quite a few more but i cant remember all of them. Theres 5 group, so each group presented around roughly 5 action plans. Some plans are highly far-fetched but insha allah, it can still be executed bi 'awnillah.

Amazing Race. Dont Forget The Verse. Obstacle Race. Night Owl n more...

Last advice from an ukht, let us make a promise; to make al-Quran as our closest friend. More closer than our best friend.

لعله يكون شفيعا لنا فى الدنيا والاخرة

Allahumma amin!

=')

Usul Fiqh

2010-11-05T10:16:00.005+08:00

Bismillah =D

After such a looong time of tawaqquf from my blogspot, alhamdulillah, at last, I have the 'strength & energy' to update a new post.To reignite the engine for those who have not hold the steering for some time,i believe it should be not that easy. I have no idea (wat! after such a long time of rest, u still have nothing to share abt!).......

My usul fiqh assignment was accepted at last. Yesterday, on the 4th November 2010, 2.40pm, we (my group members) finally handed our final copy to Ustaz. Al-Nahy. The topic was given to us through the 'choose & pick' method. It was given to us in the beginning of this semester, and as usual, we draggeeed it all the way till yesterday. And alhamdulillah, Ustaz who really wants ALL of his students to pass, makes a throughly effort to make sure we did our assignment correctly & properly. One of the conditions to achieve high marks for his assignment was to have him check our assignment, at least for five times. =D U can just imagine how many times our papers was checked, corrected and scanned by him!

Through the 5 times of "meetings" with Ustaz, we did have some conversation with him. N he really inspires us to become like him. Masya Allah~ Barakalallahu feeka ya ustaz~

Questions like,

ustaz taknak sambung PHD?dh..nie dah ambil dah...n he pointed to us his graduation picture..woah!

ustaz..kalau kt orang tgk movie kan...ustaz tau tak mcm mane nk letak subtitle die? saye tak tau...adek saya pandai...die yg slalu buat kan untuk saye...

naruto shippuden ade yg baru nye kan? aah ustaz..saye slalu tgk online...ustaz kalau nk, ustaz ambil lah dr hard disc saye...taknak lah..saye ade dah...*ustaz pon tgk Naruto*

ustaz masa ambil master dkat ukm,tajuk thesis ustaz ape? masalik 'illah...ouhh..tu topik yg ktorng tak smpat nk blaja kan ustaz...iyeee...

kire ustaz ade 2 MA lah nie? mantap lah ustaz! Our ustaz has 2 MA ,one is from Mesir , anther one is frm UKM...

Thank You Ustaz for your dedication in teaching us Usul Fiqh 1 with much efforts and sincerity. Insha Allah we meet again for Usul Fiqh 2 for our next semester~ n tat means, another 'mini thesis' agaaiiin~ =D

Im a student again! =)

2010-07-15T14:53:00.001+08:00

My 1st update as a UKM student

Alhamdulillah. For those who have not know yet about this, let me tell u briefly. I’ve been accepted for the degree course(Syariah) in UKM and I’m now officially a student there. *kene angkat sumpah semua* If u want to contact me, just sms my spore number and i/allah I will reply back through my Msian number. If the message is too long,you can always email me. Don’t worry. There’s wi-fi in my room. *big smile*

Orientation:
The orientation lasts for 1 week, from 4 July till 10 July. What did I actually do during orientation? Hmmm….Before I reached here, I’ve been hearing news about how the orientation in Malaysia works, n I coaxed myself not to believe it so much. It’s not a positive news, but I simply shrugged it off, saying that it could not be thaaaat bad.

I myself had to go through the orientation and found out that the news are actually true. Luckily, I’ve been “brain-wash” before and simply ignore these NONSENSE! Deep inside, I was cursing them, saying that U have set a BAD IMPRESSION of your ownself! Speaking and behaving in that manners, totally shameful! It was totally against the policy of a University student.

Example please….? There was a night when every facilitator( they called it the PC-Pemudah Cara) was scolding as ‘rabak-rabaknya’. They were shouting, yelling at as, the Juniors. Calling us names, as though we are emotional-less. Hoping that we have learnt our lesson through thaaat way.

Another example,was the night when we have to ‘fight’ each other with cheers. I certainly don’t mind ‘cheering’ for my hostel, but when it comes to the point that you have to say bad things about the other hostels, I certainly will not participate. For instance, calling them ‘bapok’ or ‘pondan’.

These things are all traditions from their seniors. N they are continuing with this tradition, w/out realizing that they are actually, ‘dalam istilah feqh taqlid-ing’. *Kalau masyarakat umum, boleh dimaafkan kalau mereka bertaqlid tetapi yang masalahnya sekarang, yang bertaqlid adalah mereka-mereka yang berilmu & berpengetahuan*

Lectures:
Its totally different from school system. This is University life. Time to do research. No more spoon-feed. One of my prof said, “ni dah tkde spoon-feed dah. Kalau ade spoon-feed pun, dikira spoon-feed yang BERDURI nye” .Hehehe.

In one day, there’s only a few lessons to be attended. Like today, I only attended two classes. One in the morning session, which is only a 2 hours lecture and another one is a 1 hour lecture. If I have tutorial lessons, then I have to stay in my faculty for a longer period.

Alhamdulillah. I’ve been enjoying my life there. Lectures.Tutorials.Clubs.Friends. Oh btw, I’ve been invited to go for a holiday in Sabah. Weeee~ One of my friends, Aida, she’s from sabah and I was ‘bombarding’ her with questions like ‘rumah panjang masih wujud ke dekat sane’ and also about ‘orang asli’. I was surprised when she said, some of the ‘orang asli’ can speak fluent English bcoz the 1st language when Sabah was first conquered was in English. Then she invited me to go to Sabah during the Semester holiday. *winks*

Ok.Insha-allah I will try to frequently update my blog. Please do remember me in your doa’s. Minaal ‘aaidin wal faaizin. Hehe. *tak sabar nk puasa & then beraya*
Rindu sama si kecik!

Never do I expect it to happen...

2010-06-23T19:09:00.004+08:00

I never expect things to happen like this..

I expect my degree to be completed by 4 years,2008-2012.
And by that year,I will be back in Spore.
Spending time with my family,and my niece who would already turned 3 years old.
Also waiting to get a stable job, and at the same time,
trying to complete my Hifz Quran.

That's my plan.

My plan as a human.

Never did I expect things to turn out otherwise.

To be totally out of what I planned.

I was 'stuck' here in Spore after spending 2 years of my degree in Syria.

I have to wait for another Uni acceptance,either from Syria or Malasyia.

And to wait, it's painful!

Im supposed to be in Year 3 now,at University Fattah.

But,no! Im still here.

I have to bear with questions!

"eh..tk ke awk pat Syria.."

"Ape jadi sebenarnya?"

And everytime,I have to relive back the agony.

N it was not as easy as it seems.

Bcoz Im the one who had gone through it.

It's not easy.

As I was holding tightly to the hope that I'll

be accepted in UM, again I was being rejected.

*taking a deep breath*

I was repeating to myself that I have to be strong.

I cant be defeated in moments like these!

These are all obstacles & difficulties that I have to get through.

To get a passing grade in the akhirat exam.

So, that time,as it was known to me, as 'aamul hazn.

I felt quite "lucky" that I can be in the same condition

as Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him.

Only mine was a thousand time better than him, yet he stayed

so strongly with the belief that Allah is with him.

Alhamdulillah.

Wasyukru lillah.

Allah is Al-Rahman,Al-Rahiim.

After nearly one-year of waiting, I'm accepted in UKM,Msia.

Im happy. =)

Thank You Allah for this gift!

n jazakumullah khairal jaza' to those who have been

doa-ing for me & supporting me all these while.

ومن يتق الله يجعل له مخرجا

I have learnt alot during this one-year of break. *winks*

Especially teaching.

It has been one good experience for me!

Ive meet masya allah girlfriends~

Suhaila-Aminah-Zainah-Syida =)

Ive mananged to attend Khalifah Training! Yeahhh!

Ive get to see my niece growing up~

Ive get to join in musabaqah~

These are all ni'mat minnallah.

To mention one by one,its just too much to list it down.

Thank you Allah!

I want to become a better Khalifah starting from now.

yok semua jadik an excellent Khalifah Of Allah!

Khalifah Of Allah

2010-06-20T11:18:00.007+08:00

The idea of of being a Khalifah in this world, certainly helps to shape us in becoming a better person. Or better said, a better Muslim.

"seorang khalifah bila bermaafan perlu buang semua hasad dengki nya.."

"Im a Khalifah Of Allah. My only aim here is to becoming closer to Allah..."

Inner speeches that are constantly repeated by ourselves, or by the people around us, will determine our physical actions. How to instill a correct Islamic inner speech is by, when we see good deeds being done, we say 'alhamdulillah, I want to become like him,or even better. Words that are rewarding to ourselves is a push factor for us to do even more good deeds. However, when we see bad deeds being done, we should 'condemn' it (please be reminded that its an inner speech,not words that are being said out loud) so as to motivate ourselves from doing it to ourself.

"ehh...orang tu merokok lah! Kalau mak dia tahu yang anak die merokok,

mesti mak dia sedih kan..Aku tidak mahu melihat mak aku sedih..."

As a Khalifah, everything we do, we must make it solely for Allah. That's the power of intention, or in Arabic, its niyyat. For every good niyyat we make, we gain a pahala for it. So, why not make a biiigg niyat for something that's good. We'll gain a bigger pahala for it. =) Afterall, we are Khalifah Of Allah.

"aku datang sini nak tuntut ilm yang baru"- Simple niyyat
We should make it more bigger! Bigger niyyat equals to MORE PAHALA.

Sometimes, we(murabbi/teachers) are too 'concerned' in scolding kids who did not pay attention in class, or those who did not hand-in their homeworks, or those who are always jumping & running in class, that we tend to forget about students who perform well in class & always pay attention to teachers. Let us try to give them more attention by giving them rewards, such as praising, hugging, or give words of motivation to them, so that the rest will follow and look upon on the excellence performance.

"Class, look at Ahmad! He scored full marks for his test!

U did a great job Ahmad!

May Allah bless you!"

"Im giving this sweet to Irfan because he's the only one who's sitting

quietly in class while the rest of you are all over the places!

Good job Irfan!"

May Allah help us in becoming a better Khalifah in this world. Look at the analogy below, and try to think about it.

"orang yang dipercayai oleh kita telah dilantik untuk melamarkan wanita yang

dicintai kita. Namun, sebaliknya berlaku. Dia sendiri telah jatuh cinta dengan wanita

itu dan bertekad untuk melamar untuk dirinya sendiri."

We are born to be Khalifah, and there's a path for us to follow. We are bringing Allah's laws to show it to the world. Not our own laws. N he knows the best. =) Remember 3 rules:

1)We make ourself good

2)We help others to become good

3)We make the world a beautiful place to live

2010-06-02T07:13:00.004+08:00

happy advance burfday little girl~

walking like nobody's business.

Alhamdulillah.W/out realising it,it's now the month of June. =)

Musabaqah over. Now im waiting for UKM results.

Plz Allah,let me be accepted there as a student.

Allahul Musta'aan.

Lately,I have no idea on what to update my post on.

My mind is blank.

Im down with flu.

Cant wait to eat Seoul Garden with my friends.

Cant wait to go KL with Syida.

Cant wait to.........

Assalamualaikum~

2010-05-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

Kalau rindu ayam KFC,makan popeyes.
Kalau rindu kentang A&W,makan popeyes.

Tu lah pendapat ku mengenai Popeyes.
Harga yang agak mahal sedikit.
Tapi yang membuatkan ku tidak menyesal,adalah kerana french fries nya!
Sedaaaaap!

Again with Syida. =)
Teman se'explore' ku dalam mencuba makanan baru.

Next placE Hida?
weeee~

Young kids =)

2010-05-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim =)

Without us realising it,the month of April is over.Today is the 3rd of May,3 days after Labour Day.n Alhamdulillah,i got my first pay for the enrichment arabic classes that i have agreed to teach on every monday and friday.

My partner,Shida & I had enjoyed teaching the kids very much. Every kids has their own talents,abilities & the most important one,personalities that have made us smile all through the way.

There is this boy,Imran,who always says 'saya tak tahu' with his innocent tone & expressions.And there's the identical twin! We always get confused between them. Its either we recognized them through the colour of their hair band,or by the marks on the face. Oh! And the handsome(abng2 betul dekni) boy! He's the cleverest among his classmates. Very attentive & always answer correctly. An another boy! I like his hair so much~ Macam 'abang rockers', but the type who brings water bottle to class. Hehehe. Some of the girls,they are dressed quite hmmmm....for little kids like them,quite unapproriate. Ive read an article in Solusi ,touching about this issue. Will touch abit on this issue later.

Kids will always be kids. Love sweets,stickers,stars! Hehe. That was how we 'umpan' them with these stuffs. And alhamdulillah,with these pushing factors,it helps a lot in encouraging them to complete their worksheets on time, & nicely!

Lately, Ive been quite disturbed by teachers entering & leaving the class 'suke-suke hati diorang'. I know they have every rights to be in that class, but where is your respect to the teachers who are in-charge of that particular class?
Shouldnt you,at least,seek permission to be there in the class ? And recently,one of the teachers there had told us 'unformally' that,that particular school does not encourage writing/tracing/colouring for the kids. I was so dumbfounded,so speechless and so....What do u expect we to teach the kids?We have our own methods to teach the kids, of course according to the syllabus given to us. You cant expect us to follow your teaching methods,blindly.

When I told my father about this,he said, you better clarify things with them because minal mumkinat, they have their own reasons in doing so,they have their own methods. N we have yet to meet with the principal or whoever is in charge of this school.

Ok.Enough of that school.Back to me. =) Im suppossed to 'murajaah' my Quran,but no! Im glued to this screen since Magrib,surfing the intrnt,facebook-ing, updating my blog~ *bsok tknk pi tahfiz bole?*

I have been trying new foods lately,and that means,spending my money on new foods.Spending money! *rolling eyes* Ramen 10 twice this month. Sakura buffet. Pastamania also twice,both of it with Syida. Actually wanted to try the korean food at Changi Airport today,but plan was cancelled last minute. So have to wait.List of places that I want to try the food there: Popeyes-Fresh Bulgogi-BBQ chicken-Mad Jack-anyone want to add? *smile*

I really need to end this thing and then buzz off to revise my Quran.I mean,SERIOUSLY~
Last word,to budak2 Fatah,bittaufiq wan najah! Allah ma'kunna jamee'aan! n to Atiqah especially, awk...trust pada diri awk sndri k.U can do it! Kt akan tunggu awk balik nnti dgn keputusan yang najah okiez? =)
N to Syifa, be strong little girl! May allah yashfeeki bishifaa'aan 'aajilan.

Im off! Salam alaikum jamii'aan =)

Di sebalik tangisan itu....

2010-04-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

Benar lah bila Allah berfirman dalam Al-Quran:

عسى أن تكرهوا شيئا وهو خير لكم
وعسى أن تحبوا شيئا وهو شر لكم
والله يعلم وانتم لا تعلمون

Di sebalik tangisan itu, ada senyuman yang menanti kamu.

Terus lah senyum hida =)

Kerana rahmat Allah keatas kamu terlalu banyak untuk dihitung.

Janganlah kerana satu peristiwa, kamu terus suuuz zhon dengan Nya.

Ya rab, hanya kesyukuran demi kesyukuran ku panjatkan atas kamu.

Terima kaseh ya rab~

Alhamdulillah!

oh allah! i still need my hand...

2010-04-13T14:56:00.007+08:00

13 April 2010

الحمد لله الذى احيانا بعد ما اماتنا واليه النشور

I woke up in the morning just now, with full of shock !

I cant move my right hand~

It was lifeless!

It was dangling!

I feel like being paralysed,starting from my elbow till my fingertips.

My left hand has to support my right hand, when i struggled to bring my whole

body to a sitting position.

It was a scary moment for me.

I was 'selawat-ing' all the way while rubbing and massaging my hand,

hoping that the blood system will be working as per usual.

N alhamdulillah, about 10 seconds later, i can start

to feel my hand.

The numbness has started to ease slowly.

I can move my hands, and my mouth doesnt not stop praising

Allah for lending me again what is his.

Hanya selepas sebuah kehilangan,barulah manusia kenal erti bersyukur.

Atau erti untuk lebih mensyukuri.

11 April 2010

Went to Borders with my sister.

For those who does not know, Borders is actually a bookshop.

ade orang memang tk tau ape tu borders k..

Once u stepped in,u are surrounded by thousands of books!

N tanx to my kakak, for giving me a $75 voucher of Borders.

Me & my sister went crazy over books~

She bought books written by her fav. author,

Jodi Picoult plus the latest novel, House Rules~

Cant wait to start reading on it!

I bought a book that ive been wanting to own it,

The 7 habits of highly effective families.

say what u want to say,but i dont care~ lalalala~

N a new book that i stumbled upon,

SUMO (shut up.move on).

Looks a bit aggresive but the content is very meaningful. =)

Its a motivational & self-improvement book.

Ive only started reading a few pages of it.

Raihana

This little girl all grown-up already. She's 10 months old. Drinking milk is still a 'no entry' for her. Depends only on breast-feeding. My mum just have to force her to drink it. Her doctor said, her height is below average. tee hee hee~ She can now walk quite a distance.I would say around 10 steps,den senget-senget terjatuh. She can now clap her hand if u say 'clap hand'. If you say 'hello' she would put her small telapak tangan on her right ear. Some pictures of her, if anyone of you rindu same itu budak kecil.

She loves to read books! especially those with baby pictures,like her!

Going library~ Kene pakse pakai bandanna sebab tkde cap & it was hot tat time.

Turning a year older

2010-04-02T08:37:00.003+08:00

Ada mawar atas bukit,
Untuk HIDA kita petik,
Sorilah kita wish lambat sikit,
Janganlah marah nanti tk cantik.

Petik mawar terkena duri,
Luka menyakiti kita tk peduli,
Ucapan ini dari hati,
Buat HIDA selamat hari jadi.

Berdarah jari cepatlah balut,
Bila balut haruslah cermat,
Kitorg jauh tak dapat sambut,
Hanya doa smoga taan sela...mat.

Cinta Allah moga awak dakap,
Membentuk jati hamba yang cekap,
Redha Ilahi lomba2lah garap,
Iman di hati sentiasa meresap....

Terima Kaseh banyak pd Nur 'Atiqah Sulaiman...

nk suru kita balas tk?

tkpe..nnti kt wakilkan Wati untuk balaskan awk k..

*Senyum pat Wati lebar2*

I would like to extend my deepest appreciation to Wardah Ismail.

=) =)

Thank you for accompanying me to dine in at Ramen 10.

*akhirnya dpt jugak makan situ setelah sekian lame 'mengidam' nk makan sane..nk harapkan abang sndri blnje kempunan smpai mati nnti...hmph*

I was asking the waitress if the sushi offer is still on.

Yes,its still on! =) 99cents per plate(but only the ones on the belt) .

I ate Tuna sushi, and two more new sushis that ive never tasted b4. One of it tasted like 'kway teow'. =S The other one,not quite bad. Cannot eat so much or else I will be too full to eat my ramen. I forgot the name of my Ramen,but it has something to do with 'okayu' or izzit wardah's one.Ok.Lupe lah.

I would say,yesterday's ramen was not so much to my liking. I think i have made the wrong choice on the menu,shud take the 'spicy' ramens. Note taken, not that choice animore. But, seriously,no regrets! =)

And another thanx , to Shafawati Ibrahim for making a call to Spore. =)

To be exact,to my home number.

*sanggup pi cc semata2 nk kol hida..n gud timing too..kol sebelum hida pi mengajar..bez bez! *

I was quite surprised that there is still someone who's calling me at my home number.

Normally,people will contact me through my phone. Nevertheless, she still manage to make me smile. =)

*nnti hida jual phone card bole kol terus dri hp k..tkya pi intrnt...

nnti wati tolong promosikan pat sane..hehehe..*

& lastly,for those who have wished me,either tru fb or sms,oh..some even leave me an offline msg =), from the bottom of my heart, tankiu & baarakallahu feekum jamii'aan. And that includes everyone, even you! =)

Terima Kaseh Allah kerana memberi ku peluang sekali lagi untuk menghayati keindahan alam ini.

Semoga bertmbah nye umur nie,akan meningkatkan iman & taqwa ku, dan semoga aku dapat menjadi lebih matang untuk mengharungi liku-liku kehidupan.

Khalifah Islam mesti cekal selalu! =)

2010-03-27T07:26:00.003+08:00

Bought a few books there at the Book Fair at KL.
Had enjoyed my time there throughly.
Jazakunna allah ya banat~ =)

Now its the time to read~
Currently reading 'Nota Fikir Untuk Zikir' written by Pahrol Mohd Juoi.

Oh! Ive get myself a copy of 'Murabbi Cinta' written by Ustz Hasrizal Jamil.
*sukeeeeeeeeeee sgt*
But unluckily,i didnt have the chance to meet him there and had my books signed.
Never mind. Next time insha allah.

Alhamdulillah. Yesterday i was there to 'celebrate' khatam quran by 2 of my friends.
Kalau orang arab cakap,hifz ghaib,bukan hadir.
Mubarak lakuma~ =)
May it becum a stepping stone for all of us to follow their steps.

Insha allah in the next post,i will be posting some pictures.
'nga tungu aminah paz balek thumbdrive' .

Apalah sangat pengorbanan yang kita lakukan kalau dibandingkan

dengan pengorbanan habibuna sollahu alaihi wasallam.

Ya allah...semoga aku diberi ketabahan dan kekuatan untuk

terus berjuang dalam medang jihad nie.

...Teacher...Ustazah....Cikgu..Guru....

2010-03-21T08:42:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
In the name of Allah,the Most Merciful and the Most Gracious
Yesterday was a day where I did a loooot of mistakes in class.
Not as a student, but as a teacher.
Haha.
Ok Ok. I know a teacher should be an exemplary model to their students.
But that doesn’t mean they should be puuuurrrfecct.Free from mistakes.

Words taken from magazine Nadi :

We are humans.We all make mistakes. However the difference between an intelligent person and a fool is that the wise person learns from mistakes,and makes changes in their lives to ensure that the errors are not repeated again,whereas a fool will go on repeating them again and again.

Let us only be a fool for that particular moment!

n be an intelligent for the rest of our lives!

=) =) =)

Alhamdulillah, my students who pointed out my mistakes had corrected me in a way which I would say ‘bilhikmati wal mau’iizhatil hasanah’ =)
Every teaching lessons had been a chance for me to improve myself more.
And every questions that they ask me,that I don’t know yet of the answer,I promise them that I will tell them in the following week.

“Ustazah..why does Nabi Yusof is at fault if his shirt was torn from the front?”
Hmmm….
So I asked one of my ustaz and he said that if the shirt was torn from the front, it shows that Nabi Yusof alaihissalam was the one who wanted to seduce the woman and was offering himself(by tearing his front shirt). But of course Nabi Yusof alahissalam didn’t do it. He’s always being protected by Allah from all evil doings =)

N I hope the students enjoyed being with me as I had enjoyed being with them.

The greatest teacher ever in the world is our Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him! =)

An average teacher tells.
A good teacher explains.
An excellent teacher inspires!
(words taken frm Dr Mahayu,a professor at the Msian University.Taken from youtube.)

Lets us all be an inspiring teacher to our students!
N insha allah one day, we will be an inspiring mother to our children. :p

Saya nk bercuti ke Kuala Lumpur laaaagi!
Hehehe.
Jangan rindu-rindu saya iye~
Pesta Buku! Here I come~
*extremely biiiiiiiiiiggg smile*

Journey Alone~

2010-03-17T20:40:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah =)

For the first time ever,i went back from Johor to Spore ALONE.
Alhamdulillah,now im back home safely.
Still in one piece.
=)

Ive never feel so peaceful returning back frm Johor like just now.
Never feel the need to whine or complain.
In normal cases, the queues are long.
When queues are long,it means u have to wait for quite some time too.
People are rushing here and there.
The bus-driver shouting at the passengers to fill up the back area.

No..no..
nothing like that just now.
The first time ever.
So peaceful.
N i msged her,
"saya dh naik bus 161,nk alek hougang nie. hehe. allah permudahkan urusan balek kt. terasa sgt dibantu Allah walaopun 'keseorangan' kn...."

Flashing back the moments:
Point 1 *smile*
As they dropped me at Larkin,i noticed the Service Bus 170 to Msia Immi was long. So long.
I dont quite mind coz im going to buy 'prata' for my mum first.
When i reached the bustop for 170 later,no one was queue-ing.
Arnd 5mins later(i expected it to be longer), the bus driver came and started the engine.
I boarded the bus. There's only a few passengers.
No need to rush.

Point 2 *smile*
The queue at Msia Immi was long.
But alhamdulillah,it took less than 5 mins to get my passport 'chop'.
Good work Msian officers! U made my day!

Point 3 *smile*
This was also my 1st time to use the thumb-print system due to my OWN DECISION.
Normally,it was due to 'orang ajak-ajak'.
N alhamdulillah, nothing went wrong.
Smoooth jek.

Point 4 *smile*
I took bus 950 and was contemplating whether to take the MRT or bus coz i havent perform my Asar prayer yet.
If i take the MRT,im going to reach my place earlier.
And Allah give the answer to me.
As i was in bus 950(reached the interchange oreadi), i saw an empty 160(nobody boarded it yet) making a big turn to the designated area to pick up passengers.
Ok. 160 is here so i dont have to wait.
The queue was quite long but i still joined it.
N I managed to get a seat and managed to performed my Asar prayers.
Reached hme at 7pm. =)
Less than 45mins journey.

Point 5 *smile*
I asked my dad if he can send me to my tutee's place at Tampines.
He said yes.
My sister wanted to be send back to her place too.At Sengkang.
So we sent her first.
And all this time,im not worrying if Im late or wat..I just know its going to be orite if im late.
Otw to my sis's place, my tutee msged and said if its ok if we cancel todae's lesson.
She's feeling quite sick. Allah yashfeeki ya uhkty =)
Alhamdulillah. Im over-joyed coz now i have the chance to rest and memorize my Quran.

Allahul Musta'aan!
Thank You Allah.
I feel so happy!
=) =) =)

Mind your words plz!

2010-03-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

I saw an incident which make me ponder.
Was really sad when it happened.
Nearly cried when i told my parents about it.

*ntah lah..mcm sedih sgt nmpk bdk kecik kene tengking gitu skali*

A woman scolding a little girl for making her little boy cried.
Scolding as in shouting at her.
Straight at her face.
In front of the little girl's father.

"What re u trying to do?!"
She repeated it twice.
"This is not yours!"

Unacceptable behaviour.
In fact,that mother should educate both of them in a 'motherly way'.
She's a mother after all.
How would she feel if her children are scolded in front of her like that?

That little kid is innocent. She's still small.In fact,still so small
(roughly arnd 2 yrs old)to be scolded like that.
I can still imagine the look on her face.
Scared.Pity her. =(

Hatta our prophet peace be upon him,when an adult make mistake,

he correct them with a very polite and acceptable way.
'apa lagik dengan kanak-kanak' .
He uses 'pyschology' so that people will not be offended

when being corrected. N whats more important,his message are being delivered. =)
Sollu 'ala habibinal mustafa.

ارحموا من فى الارض يرحمكم من فى السماء

When death is just arnd the corner

2010-03-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

When it first crashed,I saw it with my own eyes.
I saw how it was broken into PIECES.

Bak kata mak saya, "retak puluh puluh ribu,"

I was so shocked that my hands was still covering my ears, even after it happened.
I only let it go arond 1 mins later.
I just cant do ANYTHING to 'save' it, but to just stare in shock.
I was really in a state of being paralysed.

"Aku bayangkan kalau si gendut pat situ,dh melayang dh nyawa die.

Alhamdulillah. Kami diberi peluang untuk bernafas lagik,"

When my mum returned,i told her n she told my dad.

Both were shock, bcoz we all thought that it was strong enuf to sustain that weight.

Sadly,it cant.

They were just too heavy.

Ok.Im talking about my new shelf that my dad has set up for my room.

It was(dh wafat dhh...) a glass shelf, n i love it to bits.

Coz the first thing my eyes set upon when i enter my room, is that glass shelf.

Now im only left with two.

Atiqah! awk ingt tk zaman shelf ktorng jatuh?

Kt jugak yang menyaksikan peristiwa tu.

Kt jugak dlm bilik tu.SEORANG.

n disebabkan 'kejatuhan' tu jugak, uma BLACK-OUT!

hehehe.

Sapa yang cuba masuk blik dr tingkap?

n disebabkan 'aksi nekad' tu, hampir sahaja nyawa ku melayang.

aduuiiii....

kenangan kenangan.

فإذا جاء أجلهم لا يستأخرون ساعة ولا يستقدمون

Nothing but the truth.

All praises to Allah.

He loves us all.

Belajar oh belajar~

2010-02-25T17:40:00.003+08:00

Im getting so restless these few days.
Im thinking about my future studies.
Whats going to happen to me?
Am i just going to sit here and do nothing?
I mean,i have my plans. But ive still havent get moving yet.
The rejection from that university make me so 'weak' n 'unmotivated' to apply for any Malaysian University.
Particularly bcoz ITS NOT MY FAULT.ITS THEIRS.

I have to get moving.
RIGHT NOW!
I just cant afford to wait for Syria,lest that the application process will take the whole of my lifetime to complete it .

(ok..nie part exxagerated uh..cume luahan perasaan knpa lah lmbt sgt siiiiiaaap...)

But im still hoping,n still have the deepest hopes that one day,insha allah, paling latest pon lah kan, by the end of this yr, my letter will be ready and Im able to enter Syria bissalamah.
I need your doa's friends.

i need printer to print my stufss!!
ya rahman..help me in my application process!
give me strength! =)

jgn lah kisah itu berulang kembali

tk sanggup nk kecewa lagik

dh banyak sgt kekecewaan

Mengenakan tudung labuh

2010-02-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

Tudung labuh?!
ahhh...hati kecil aku memberontak!
kenapa kene pakai tudung labuh?salah ke kalau aku mengenakan tudung tiga persegi?
yang penting,kita mentutupi aurat,
menepati syarat2 hijab,iaitu menutupi paras dada.

tk begitu?

Diri ini,yang memang serasinya hanya mengenakan tudung tiga persiga,
secara lazimnya,akan memberontak bila disuruh mengenakan memakai tudung labuh.
Sesuatu yang bukan kebiasaan baginya.
Lebih-lebih lagi,kadang-kala aku harus pergi ke tempat lain selepas pengajian.
Ku tidak suke dilihat bertudung labuh.

Kan alah bisa,tegal biasa.
Tapi kenapa?
Tidak kah boleh kita hanya mengenakan sesuatu yang 'simple' dan selesa?
kenapa mesti ditetapkan 'uniform' untuk sesuatu pengajian?
Lebih-lebih lagik pengajian ini hanya untuk separuh masa. 3jam sahaja!

Soalan-soalan ini berligar di kepala otak aku.
Aku cuba untuk bermuhasabah dengan diri ini sendiri.
Cuba untuk meredupkan hati yang sedang bengang ini!

tak ke kamu akan kelihatan lebih sopan ketika mengenakan tudung labuh?
sopan?
so,kamu cuba mengatakan bertudung tiga persiga tidak sopan?

bukan begitu...cume LEBIH SOPAN...tidakkan awk sedang berdamping dengan alquran? ayat-ayat suci allah? tidak salah untuk kelihatan LEBIH SOPAN. kalau saya tanyakan awk soalan, kenapa awk tidak mengenakan seluar panjang dengan tshirt lengan pnjng untuk ke pengajian?

errrrmmmm.....

kenapa bila di rumah,sebaik-baiknya kita mengenakan serkop kecil,untuk menutupi rambut kita bila membaca al-quran?

errrmmmm....

kenapa tidak mahu diniatkan bahawa mengenakan tudung labuh ini dapat menjadi contoh yang baik pada adik-adik di klas sebelah(full-time pengajian)?

Tentunya,bila membaca ayat-ayat Al-Quran.kita mahu kelihatan lebih sopan?
Lebih tertib & teratur?
Dan,wanita-wanita pada zaman rasullah (peace be upon him), bila diturunkan perintah untuk mengenakan hijab,TANPA BANYAK MEMPERTIKAIKAN suruhan itu,mereka segera menutupi aurat-aurat mereka.
Tidakkan kita mahu menjadi seperti wanita-wanita mulia itu?

Dialog diatas ini hanyalah diskusi antara penulis dan dirinya sendiri.
Tidak ada kaitan dengan orang lain.
=)
Thank you Allah~

Giving da'wah tru videos

2010-02-06T22:16:00.004+08:00

Big alhamdulillah!
I managed to upload this video in my blog.
I hope u readers out there have fun watching it,as I have extremely fun watching it too!
Not once! Not twice! Not thrice!
Umpteen times!
I even shared with my students when I was teaching them about cleanliness.
You can find more Baba Ali videos at the youtube.
Just type Baba Ali, n tadaaa~
You will either find the children version,or the adult one.
Watevea it is,both of them serves benefits for us.
Lots of benefits! =)
Njoy watching it.
Islam is all about SIMPLICITY =)
I looove Islam!
Allahu Akbar!

because of cinta....

2010-02-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

One word to describe how im feeling right now: TIRED.
but surprisingly,i still have the strength to update my blog,
and to still keep my eyes awake,even though its now 11pm,
n even though i juz came back from tusyen class,
n even though im i have to wake up early tomoro for my class...
n so on......

Its all because of my love =) to this blog...
'kalo kita cintakan sesuatu,pasti kita akan sentiasa berdamping dengannya'.
N....
I love my quran so much.
I learn so many things by just reading the verses,and having a look at the translation.
Ya..by just reading the literal translation. Imagine if we reallii studied the tafseer of the quran, masya allah, how much more understanding can we grasp.
How our feelings can grow to reach Allah's ever-lasting love.
How we can learn from the mistakes done by the people before us.
The miracles of Allah's power.

I need a bit more time to complete my goal.
N i need the whole of my life to achieve that goal.
I need prayers from everyone out there.
Doakan kawan-kawan....

bile barang2 dh di-cargo kan,rase macam sbhgian kecil roh aku dibawe terus dari bumi sham.
:'( sedihnye...

Learning A New Language

2010-01-25T11:32:00.009+08:00

*big smile*
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haalin wa nikmatin.

This post,i want to dedicate it,specially to Syafawati Ibrahim.
Wati....
If i have the chance,i'allah i will teach u one day k.
Im still in the phrase of learning. Baru blaja 15 letters...hehehe..
We have to save up our money from now on so that we can go to Japan together ok!
If people are wondering why im so crazy about Japanese,im also not sure why.
But most probably, im addicted to the Anime Japan cartoon,Naruto and Ive also watched several other japanese dramas before,thus making me all 'semangat' to learn their language.
My father said, "tkya blaja jepon lah..kuatkan bhse arab dulu,"
Nk tungu bhase arab betul2 power,tk blaja lah ku bhse jepon.
=)

This book i borrowed from my japanese student,who is also my Japanese teacher. Hehe.

The letters mostly consists of vowel. Eg,we studied how to write 'a-e-i-o-u'. Den the next letter would be,eg, 'ka-ke-ki-ko-ku' and it goes like that....

I havent studied this yet, but this is 'ta' as in tamago which means egg.

Wati..u blaja how to write this one first k..tulis banyak2 kali..hehehe...

I wrote this one.Hehehe.Squiggly writing.

Nie budak tkde kene-mengena dgn jepon.Hahaha. Juz wan to show u her cute face pakai topi rabbit!

ok.semoga ku nie tk semangat dua minit jek eh blaja jepon. I'allah I will learn it till im able to read a japanese book. Amin~

Wati! gomennasai~ I'allah one day it will be ur turn k! ily sis. =)

Love....our life =)

2010-01-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

Precious Moments to be learned.
Love our life. =)
Be thankful that Allah has given us the chance to breathe again.
I mean like,SERIOUSLY.
I have just witnessed a nearly life-death situation, where the woman was sitting on a parapet of a 7th storey HDB flat, and below her was a huge air-pack kind of balloon, to support her if at any moment she had decided to ‘fly-off’.

THAT WAS SCARY! THAT WAS HEART-WRENCHING! THAT WAS TOTALLY A MOMENT OF FOOLNESS!

*sigh of relief*
The kepo crowds dispersed when the woman decided to end this drama, by climbing back to the nearest window.

What ever happen, whatever befalls, we MUST stay strong.
To put a fullstop to our life,is certainly not a solution to the problem.
Life is just priceless.
Ingatlah orang-orang tersayang. Ingatlah mereka yang masih memerlukan kamu.

ولا تقتلوا انفسكم*ان الله بكم رحيما*

N I received an SMS from her,
‘……mcm rase orng yang nk terjun tadik tu masuk ward depan…..n ade police gari die…’
N I was quickly replied back, ‘hahahahahaha…eh?biar betul….’

Another sms I received from my bro & sister,
“Please take note there is a monkey in ur room.A real monkey.Haha”.
“Nisa & Ida,kat playground ade monyet sesat.Abng dh bukak tingkap bilik awk,bila balek nnti awk ade fren.Haha,”
I was like,hey,tebiat eh nie dua orng nie.Quickly called my mum and asked her about it.N she said yes. But the monkey is NOT IN MY ROOM, its hanging somewhere at the playground.I duno why is this monkey sesat in hougang,but whatever it is,ahlan wa sahlan ila hougang, but certainly NOT MY HOME.

Haha.Ape-ape-an jek lah niari kan.
Ape pun,hida tetap saying korang smua.
=)
Rindu akhawatku.Rindu syriaku.

Lesson 4 the day

2010-01-12T11:35:00.003+08:00

As i was waiting for the bus,

an old lady approached me.

"anak..dr mane nie?"

"dr blaja nek.."

"anak ada duit shiling dua dolar?"

I checked in my purse and found a few shilings,

n gave it to her.

"terima kaseh nak..nenek nk gunekan duit nie naik bus.."

Deep down my heart,im thankful that i have money.

Not that much to afford myself to buy a pick-up car.

Or a trip to Japan.

But I have the money to meet my basic daily needs.

Alhamdulillah Allah. Thank You So Much.

Raihana!

2009-12-25T09:48:00.005+08:00

can i have some food plz?

tgk tgn die yg kecik tu~

pat hougang library...

si bijak bistari nga baca buku~

with her mummy =)

wah~

sungguh ever-green~

(i loike tis pic!)

My mum bought for her this chair.

senang nk suap die makan =)

Raihana on the train at Tamp Library

muka sedih nye~

Raihana main swing at IKEA.
i wanted to buy this swing for myself,
but my mum said my room too messy for tat.

boo!

Luahan Hati Seorang Insan...

2009-12-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hari ini,saya teringin untuk berbicara dlm bahasa ibunda saya,iaitu bahasa melayu (manelah tau orng ingt saya nie orng jepon,so nk tulis dlm bhse jepon ke).Dan pos saya kali ini akan berbentuk luahan perasaan saya.Orng kate,tk bagus simpan perasaan. Nanti makan hati.Betul ke?Kalo perasaan tu slalu makan hati ktorng,tentu nnti kt tkde hati kan?

Luahan Hati (1):
Tadik saya ter’scratch’ kan kereta bapa saya.Tk sengaja! Aduii….tapik saya ‘berani’ mengaku kesalahan saya walaupon mesti kene berleter dgn mak…bukan bapa tau…Maafkan saya...

Luahan Hati(2):
Tadik ptng,kol 4.15pm kluar rumah.Nk amek kakak dekat Tamp.Kemudiannya,mak nk pi IKEA skjap. Tkpelah tu smua kan. Beh kakak kate,bile otw alek tu,kt singgah uma mak skjap amek ‘drill’ kmdiannya balek uma die smula. Nnti saya hantar die pulang lah kan. So,mak n ayah balek,anak prp yang tiga2 nie pon pegi lah ke Compas Point skjap,beli makann.Masa dalam kereta,sambil Tgh tungu drng beli mknn,saya pon tgk lah jam. Jam menunjukkan pukol 6.40petang. Saya belom solat asar lagik!Tk perasan masa berlalu dengan ceepat skali!
Panic sangt…terus suru drng cepat2..alhamdulillah sempat saya solat asar walaopon masa tu dh hampir sgt masuk waktu magrib! Taubat tknk buat lagik!

Luahan Hati(3):
Pemohonan saya ditolak.Atas sebab2 yang saya sendiri tidak pasti. Yang saya pasti,sistem Malaysia MEMANG AMAT2 PERLUKAN PERUBAHAN. Senang kate, perlu untuk menjadi LEBIH TERATUR. N cubalah untuk menjadi lebih ‘friendly-customer’. Senyum lah sikit iye =) Senyum tu kan sebuah sdqah. Senyum tu kan mmbuatkan hati manusia yng beku menjadi cair. =)

Luahan Hati(4):
Saya akan ‘kehilangan’ seorang teman setia saya. Die akan melafazkan aqad nikahnya pada esok hari. Semoga berkekalan hingga ke syurga nnti. Semoga bahagia selalu dengan suami tersayang. Saya sayangkn awk =)

Luahan Hati(5);
Wahai insan~ Blajalah untuk mendengar isi hati seorang insan lain. Takkan lah mahu sahaja didengar hati nye sahaja.Itu nama nya ‘selfish’. tk begitu?
Kalo anda tidak mahu respect same orng,mane orng mahu respect sama kamu!

Salah…
Salah…
Salah…

SAYA HARUS belajar untuk respect sama orng lain,baru akan timbul rase hormat orng pada kita.
Mulakan dari diri anda dulu!

Luahan Hati(6):
Tidak sabar untuk menunggu bulan depan tiba.Tidak sabar nya! Dapat smbng hafal quran semula. Allahummaj’alna min ahlil quran.Bila tidak selalu berdamping dengan quran,rase tahap iman teramat lah rendah. Malunye dengan si pencipta! Dan mulai bulan depan jugak,masa saya akan lebih terisi.

Luahan Hati(7):
Saya harap gmbr2 di bawah ini dapat sedikit sebanyak dapat ‘mengurniakan’ SENYUMAN di wajah anda smua. Senyuman itu kan dapat mencairkan hati yang beku. =)
Si kecik semakin bijak bistari.Cume sejak-sejak ini,die kurang sihat tapik masih mampu memberikan senyuman nya yang paling comel! =)
Raihanah,semoga anda ceria selalu!

TAPI!
Malangnya........

Luahan Hati(8):
Saya tidak mampu untuk meng-upload gmbr2 si comel ke dlm computer saya disebabkan:
-pertama,wire hp (untuk transfer gmbr2) tertinggal di sane..nun jauh di sane
-kedua,thumdrive bluetooth hilang ntah di mane..
-ketiga,bila dh BERJAYA diblue-tooth pd hp adek saya,computer ini pula tidak bole untuk 'recognize' hp die.Kene install program.
-keempat,saya sudah MALAS untuk mencuba kerana hari pon sudah larut malam~

I'allah saya akan cuba meng-uploadkannya besok k.Tentu tk sbr kan nk tgk muka si comel + tembam + bulat=raihanah tu kan!

Terima Kasih kwn2 smua.
Selamat Malam.
=) Tosbiheena 'alal kheir.
Smoga esok menjadi lebih baik dr hari ini.

Tibanya Tahun Baru-1431 Hijrah

2009-12-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Tahun Muharram 1431 Hijrah

Kullu 'aam wa antum bi alf khair~

Juz came back from attending one of the dars at Masjid En-Naem.

It was conducted by Ustaz Sandisi.

It was about 'muhasabah diri'.

N as i listened to his lecture,i was realli prosessing my mind that this 'muhasabah diri' SHOULD & MUST be done every single day!

By doing this,will then improve our gud deeds to Allah.

N thus making,

today a better day than yesteday, & tomoro a better day than today.

Ustaz mentioned in one of his slides, (oh ya! he was using slides! n i was impressed by his efforts! ) on why we must 'muhasabah diri everyday.

Its because whe have a goal and aim in life. n tats on par with allah's words in the Quran :

ومنهم من يقول ربنا اتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الاخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

That shud be our aim in life and we have to make it cume true, n that will only be true after the 'muhasabah' session. Bcoz we'll be counting on our deeds,both the gud & the bad ones.The bad ones,we shud 'dispose' it and the gud ones,we should improve more on it.

I remembered one of the points that i read in a book (written by Edward De Bono), about us being on this shape. We should not only move FORWARD, but UPWARD too~

Maybe the picture above can now be part of our 'motto' in life.

Marilah kita pertingkatkan iman & taqwa kita.

Marilah kita memperbanyakkan 'pengisisan rohani' kita.

Marilah kita menuntut sebanyak ilm yang kita mampu.

Marilah kita memperbanyakkan amal kebajikan.

Marilah kita memperlebihkan membuat baik kepada ibu & ayah kita.

Marilah sama-sama kita menuju keredhaan Allah

Semoga malam yang penuh barakah ini, kita sematkan dalam diri,

azam yang baru!

oh! my brainy brain!

2009-12-15T09:42:00.003+08:00

.Bismillah.

I went to the Cheng San Library yesterday,n borrowed 2 books,touching on the isssues of IQ(Intelligence Quotient).I was so eager to test my IQ if it is normal or far exceed the average performance(byk lah tu!),or worst...if its BELOW THE NORMAL IQ that NORMAL PEOPLE have!

There's around 10 tests in a book. I did a test ystrdy,as a warm-up.It was quite challenging! The book that i borrowed is at Level 3. Level 1 & 2 books were not on the shelf yesterday. Upon finding a free time,i took a paper and pen,and start cracking my head.

The first question was ok,n i tot that i would get a correct for it. Unfortunately, its not! how damaging it is to my brain,to get WRONG for the 1st question! Out of 40 questions,i only managed to do 12 of it and i only get 9 answers correct!

Its like 'lalalalalalalala'.Shud u be wondering hows the question like, it goes like this.Try it out!

So,u think u can do it? Shud try it ok! Good for the brain~
It is a good practise for my brain,as i have not been maximising it as much as i have before. (al-maklum lah,duduk uma jek skrng nie) N im scared if my brain has becume blunt or something like that...
ahhh! tidak!

'i shud learn to let it go...as i can feel its slipping,

n slipping,n slipping..getting away from me as far as possible...'

Japan stuffs!

2009-12-05T13:40:00.006+08:00

I like the bookmarks the best! thumbs up!
even plan to laminate it =)
Tanx sis sakinah!

I still remember the email that was emailed to a few akhawats in Spore.
Asking if anione of us here can teach a japanese sister Malay.
N i readily agreed!
Quickly smsed her.
n agreed on a date to start our lessons.

There's a few miscommunication abt her name.
Its Sis Sakinah,not sis fateenah.
n her husband has never step in Syria before.

So we start our 1st lessons,teaching her a few malay words.
Using the book on 'colloquial malay'.
Feeling kind of weird coz ive never teach malay so formally.
So,during the next lesson,we studied arabic. =)
Coz she said,she can learn malay with her family.
So,arabic,tats it!
*fuhh*

We start from the scratch.
Luckily,she knows how to read the Iqra. She was at Iqra 5.
Now,shes reading Juz Amma,nearly reaching surah dhuha. =)
She's really a fast learner!
Its like soo cool to teach her.
Frm not knowing how to write,shes now able to write!
N not knowing any arab vocabs,she can now say out all the colours!
Plus knowing a few more arab vocabs like body parts,the family name n etc.
Im impressed by her.
Barakallahu feeki ya ukhty!

She's leaving for Japan tomoro!
with her 6mths cute daughter,Sakura and her husband.
*im all excited! asking her tons of questions abut her homeland!*
aaaahhh....
nk pi jepon jugak!
So,for now,i will take a break frm teaching her,
n will continue i'allah 3 weeks later.
(does tat mean i'll be staying here in spore?)
*Shrug*
'alaihi tawakkaltu..

So sis Sakinah,have a safe journey!
im going to miss u n sakura!
Take care!
n do take loads n loads of pictures okies!

p/s: Juz now during our our last lesson =( ,saw a doll dressed in kimono.
Its a gift for Sakura,frm her aunty.
n the doll is jut like sssooooo cute!
n sis sakinah said,the material is the same as the REAL one.
N i was like "wah!!".
*tk dpt nmpk the real kimono,dpt pegang kain die pon dh happy kan.*
pathetic betul lah hida nie.

Ok.Cya again! =)

selengenye!

2009-11-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

a)“awk patne?kt dh smpai nie”
“k..awk dr msjd kassim…awk jalan terus jek..nnti nmpk mak’s place” (tats wat I heard!)
“krng patne?tk nmpk krng pon!”
“awk masuk jek dalam…ktorng pat dalam!”
“dalam bilik tu ke?gelap jek tapik…awk kuar uh!”
Dh mengamok nie.Ikut hati mcm nk balek jek.
“awk patne nie?!”
“ktorng pat chai chee restaurant tau!”
N aku sunnguh confident yang drng at Mak’s place.

b)“ktorng turun admiralty k..sane ade straight bus pi johor”
“ok!”
Sblum turun,ktorng dgr announcement “those who wants to go johor,plz alight at Wudlands mrt and take bus 950,”
Turun jugak at admiralty.
“eh..mcm tkde bus jek pi johor dr sini!”
“tadik kan announcement cakap pat woodland mrt!”
“tapik kt perna pi dgn kwn kt,die cakap die tungu ktorng pat admiralty nye bustop!”
Dua-dua diam seketika.
Dlm bus 950(dr mrt woodlands)
“eh..kak isma tingal mane?”
“marsiling”
“patutlah tkde bus! Bukan admiralty lah! Marsiling!”

c)“awk lahir pd tarikh april fool…mesti suke kacau orng”
“tk lah..orng yang suke kacau saya”.

d)Di perhentian teksi.
“pkck..ktorng nk pi city square..yang dekat dgn kustom johor..pkck tau?
“tau..”
“eh…blng pkck tu ktorng nk turun City Square tau,bukan kustom…”
Dlm otak,nk cakap “can u drop us at the city square”.
Mulut terjemahkan, “bole jatuhhkan….”
Ayat tergantung…
Nasib baik pkck tk dgr.

e)Lokasi pertama:
“apsal die bad mood uh!”
Muka tengik.
“kene husnuzzan..die puase gaknye!”
Maklumlah,hari tu hari taasuaah.

Lokasi kedua:
“niari smua yg kt jmpe bad mood..apsal seh…”
“kene husnuzzan…drng pause…”
“tapik yg tadik tu cina tau!”

Dialog diatas bukanlah rekaan semata-mata.
Ia adalah kisah benar.
Mohon maaf mungkin ayat nye tidak seratus-peratus sama,
Tapik mengandungi makna yang serupa.

Mesej yang ingin dismpaikan :
Ketawa,kegembiraan,senyuman di wajah, semua ini merapatkan kemesraan kita lagik.
Smoga ukhwah ini berkekalan.
Syang kamu,syng akhawat,juge syang diri sndri.
=)

“pukol 7.15am jumpe ust sekian sekian di ofisnye!”
Haa! Paginye!
*pengsan*

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!
Kambing! Here I come!
Baaaaaa~

Pelajar Madrasah

2009-11-20T17:57:00.007+08:00

Sajak ini diambil dari blog http://www.syanazron-khaisybilah.blogspot.com
terima kaseh pada aisyah nazron~
=)

nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tak serupa apa yang disangka
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi akhlak hilang entah kemana
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi 'kurang ajar'
nama sahaja palajar madrasah
tetapi buang sampah merata
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi bergaul bebas
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tidak tunjuk teladan
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi akhlak tak serupa rasulullah
nama sahaja pelajar madrasah
tetapi tidak mempraktikkan apa yang diajar

inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
oh tidak aku tersalah sangka
inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
aku mula lihat semuanya
inikah akhlak pelajar madrasah?
ya Allah apa yang terjadi..

mana hilangnya ilmu?
mana hilangnya akhlak?
mana hilangnya wibawa?
mana..oh dimana..

haruskah ini terjadi?
tetapi sudah pun terjadi
haruskah ini terjadi?
namun kita boleh perbaiki

Pandangan peribadi saya mengenai pelajar madrasah:

Sedikit kebenaran memang terselit di dalam isi bait sajak ini.

Kebenaran yang pedih untuk ditelan.

Itulah hakikat nya.

Pandangan ini sebenarnya bukan ditujukan khas sahaja untuk pelajar madrasah,

tetapi secara amnya.

Tetapi pelajar madrasah mungkin lebih berat tanggungjawab mereka.

Kerana mereka memang mendapat didikan agama sejak dari tingkatan rendah =)

Jadi tidak hairanlah kenapa sajak ini ditujukan khas untuk mereka.

*termasuk diri saya ini,kerana saya juga 'bekas pelajar madrasah'.

Dan!saya tidak maksudkan disini smua pelajar madrasah sebab ada juga pelajar madrasah yang berjaya menunjukkan bahawa apa yang ditulis didalam sajak itu,TIDAK BENAR BELAKA!

=) Berbalik pada individu masing-masing.

Apa yang boleh dilakukan?

Pandangan saya....

Kita sekarang menghadapi masalah kurang didikan rohani.

Bila perut lapar,kita segera mengisinya dengan makanan.

Tetapi kalau jiwa kita yang lapar,adakah kita mengisi nya dengan bacaan alquran,zikir ma'thurat, bacaan kitab-kitab ilmiah?

Renungkan lah bersama...

Pengalaman saya selama 2 tahun di bumi Syria,banyak mengajar saya tentang 'pengisian rohani'.

Masya Allah.

Hebat sekali ahli-ahli Sham ini dan penduduk yang menghuninya.

Jami'-jami sentiasa dipenuhi ketika azan berkumandang.

Jami-jami sentiasa diisi dengan pelajar2 yang sungguh2 mahu 'bertalaqqi' dengan anisa atau sheikhah-sheikhah mereka.

Selawat atas nabi menjadi zikir harian mereka.

Kata-kata harian sentiasa dihiasi dengan doa.

"barakallahu feeki"

"islamuu yadaik"

"allah yardha alaik" (jikalau mereka marah pon mereka mendoakan kita!)

Juga diisi dengan tahmid kepada yang esa.

Teringat saya kepada Anisa kesayangan saya,'Anisah Nada =)

Setiap kali pada akhir muhadharah,pasti beliau akan mengingati kami untuk mendirikan solat sunnah 2 rakaat,yakni solat sebelum azan fajar. Solat tahajjud.

Beliau begitu menitik beratkan akan perkara ini.

Begitu juga dengan anisa dan shuyukh2 yang lain.

Tidak lupe kepada teman2 arab seperjuangan saya!

Mereka setiap pagi, akan 'missed call' untuk mengejutkan saya untuk solat tahajjud.

Mungkin kita boleh sedikit sebanyak mengikut langkah mereka.

Isikan hati kita dengan zikir,bacaan quran,dan tuntutlah ilm.

Pengisian hati penting kerana dari situ,akan timbul sifat taqwa.

Dipetik dari blogspot Ust Sakinah,dari kata2 doktornya,

"Kalau tahu hukum-hakam, tahu adab dan tahu segalanya, tapi tak de TAQWA, pun tak le jadi"

اللهم اهد شباب المسلمين وحبب اليهم الايمان وزينه فى قلوبهم

وكره اليهم الكفر والفسوق والعصيان واجعلهم من الراشدين

*Saya mohon maaf kalau kata-kata saya ini telah mengguris mana-mana pihak. Saya tidak berniat apa-apa kecuali ingin menasihatkan diri saya, dan kemudiannya pada yang lain.

Sekian buat masa ini.

Salam alaikum~

Have to learn to accept it~

2009-11-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

I never thought for a moment, tat I will be stuck in my place and have to do the household chores n so on so on.
The idea totally irks me(it still does!) and I juz dunno why.
Maybe bcoz im not ready to commit myself to do all these chores.
Or maybe I juz don wan to do it.
Or maybe it bothered me tat im doing these ‘kind-of-things’ and my friends out there are studying.
N my cuzen once said to me, “the mother instinct is not there yet,” when I told her how annoyed sometimes i can be,looking after Raihanah.

A Mother's sacrifices
So,tats it.
It gives me a life-time experience looking at how my mum can manage to do the house-hold chores by herself.
Masya Allah.
Without complaining, without grumbling.
N she does it everyday,even on Sundays.(tis is more than over-time!)
Washing the clothes,drying it out,sweeping the living room,moping it,
Cooking scrumptious meals without fail…n many many more which im sure everyone knows of.
N she now,has to look after her grand-daughter.Feeding her milk with spoon(yup!she cant accept bottles.Dont ask me why).Changing her diapers and clothes every here and then.
I did help her sometimes. But its incomparable.

Are you ready to be one?
Nope.
Im sure of that,for the time being.
Im totally totally not ready to be a wife or mother.
Firstly,I just realized that I have very low patience.
I don’t like to be ordered around,as in “ida here..ida there..”
Im the type who likes to do things on her own impulse.
Secondly, im not interested yet to be doing all these house-hold chores. Maybe doing it for my own self is still bearable.But to do it for someone else, I need time for that.
Third,my mind is set on other things. Studying,travelling(hehe…) and working n so on so on,but not being stuck in the house.
*I used the word ‘stuck’ bcoz I find it boring.So to others who find it NOT BORING,plz don take it to heart okiez*

My Current Situation
Yupz.Im still here (u noe where).
N im not doing anything rite(as in not working),
Except for giving tuition only twice a week.
I didn’t sign-up for tahfiz class before, bcoz my mum said she cant handle Raihanah alone during tat tyme.But she’s bcuming better now.
I didn’t look for any tuition,(while in fact,im dying to do so) bcoz I know my mum needs an assistance for the time being.
I wanted to sign-up for courses,but it seems that most of the courses that ive looked into,are either expensive,or it takes a longer period of time.As in 6 months and more.
I cant afford that until im sure about my situation,which im not sure of it right now.
I juz cant do anything except to wait n wait…..
Boooooring!

My last words .....
Trying to be strong.
Believing that something more worth is waiting for me.
I'allah~
N holding on to Allah's words,
ان مع العسر يسرا
N hope tat everione will never stop praying for me~
syukran!
fuhh~ tats a looong post.
salam everione.

2009-11-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

My Sister's keepers~
gerek~
mengalir-galir air mata ni~
i give it three and the half out of five~
deres a bit of cracks in the movie...
but overall, "thumbs up!"
n surprisingly,i havent read its book yet...
hmmm...
its a movie based on a novel by Jodi Picoult..
shud read it heh~

[oh!i didnt watched it through e movie.my sister passed me the 'file' and i watched it through my laptop.so tats it.]
tankiu kakak n her fren~
*winks2*

2009-11-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.
Sorilah Wati gmbr 'sungguh cantik'.
ape2 pon,Selamat Hari Jadi Yg Ke-18.
Semoga hari anda bertambah riang & ceria~
*smile*

Sori eh tk dpt hadir pd hari lahir wati.
Sorilah tk dpt hadiahkan wati ape2 hadiah,selain ucapan & doa yang ikhlas.
Sorilah tk dpt jadikan diri hida sebagai hari jadi wati.
n sorilah tk dpt hadiah kan wati 'musabbahah'.
sorilah n bynk2 sori.

Semoga wati menjadi anak yang solehah~
seorang tholibul ilm yang cemerlang~
dan semoga cepat kahwin~
jiayoo!

I luv u loadz loadz~
n i miz u loadz loadz~

Barakallahu fii umriki~
wa ja'ala kulli saa'aat min hayatiki lahu~
amin.

:3 Nov 2009:
:dari srng insan,yg jauh di mata,tapik dekat di hati:
:syria-spore:

2009-10-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

::Raihanah tembam::

::Raihanah gembeng::

oooo...
see tis lil rascal~
crying out sooo loud when she cant has it her way~
"why baby cries huh?"
"bcoz tats the only way to express themselves..hmph,"
eeeiiii~
gigit kau baru tahu!

I attended one of the religious classes at the mosque juz now.
N the ustz was mentioning abt some issues.
Issues tat make me mentally disturbed.
He mentioned about vegetarians food tat have 'pork taste'.
As we know,vegetarians,they dont eat meats and any other animal products.
So this kind of food, (the vege food with the pork taste) ,is a recently new products,tat can be found in the supermarkets.
So,he was asking us, 'iz the food halal?'.
He added that,vegetarians will STRICTLY eat only food tat are not slaughtered thus permitting themselves eating tat 'vegetable with the pork taste/flavour'.
Have u guys heard abt this b4?
Im realli curious to know more about this.
do tag me if u have more info on it.
im currently researching more on it.

2009-10-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

Im really a big fan of this Japan Anime,NARUTO.N throughout the episodes that ive watched before,i dare say that ive gained a lot of lessons that teachers do not teach in class. n after watching the latest Naruto Shippudden epi 132 todae,ive stopped on a few points. (0h ya!i even paused on it to ponder on the gud points tat ive 'earned' for it)

Today's epi was about how Jiraiya battle-up with Pain.
Its doesnt matter actually hoow on earth they battled,
but,
what i wanted to say iz on these following points:

:1: Jiraiya,nevertheless of having nearly all of his attacks failed, he still managed to come up with something.
Lesson learnt: Always equipped ourself with as much new skills as we can. These skills,even though it might seem 'nothing' to us now,it may come very beneficial n useful to us one day,i'allah~

:2: Jiraiya and his parents,(Ma&Pa),were discussing on what are their weak points and their strength.Then they come to this conclusion, 'if taijutsu and ninjutsu wont work,then it'll have to be genjutsu'.
Lesson learnt: Try to think in as many aspects as u can. Dont just think in a straight manner.Sometimes,others will be surprise at us for knowing tat
we know that kind of knowledge. After all,ilm laisa fii shahshen mahsuushen faqad,mu?

:3:Ma said, "No wonder their combination is invincible."
Lesson learnt : Lets us work together for unity is the strongest element.No one can bring us down,if we just unite.
akhawat,marilah kita bersatu pd gethering hari mondae nie k?Yea!

p/s: bila agaknya penantianku akan berakhir?
*tkpe,ku akan setia menunggu* & berdoa(Added by wardeh, :-) tanx sis! )

2009-10-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

"ADAKAH MANUSIA MENGIRA BAHAWA MEREKA AKAN DIBIARKAN HANYA DENGAN MENGATAKAN 'KAMI TELAH BERIMAN' DAN MEREKA TIDAK DIUJI?DAN SUNGGUH,KAMI TELAH MENGUJI ORNG2 SBLUM MEREKA,MAKA ALLAH PASTI MENGETAHUAI ORNG2 YG BENAR DAN PASTI MENGETAHUAI ORNG2 YG DUSTA," -ankabut(2-3)

Ya rab,jadikan lah aku diantara orng2 yg benar.
Yang sabar & redha dengan kehendak mu.
Kau tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba2mu.
Kau tk akan biarkan kami keseorangan.
Pimpinlah kami,ke jalan yang engkau redhai.
Amin.

2009-10-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

.Bismillah.
Welcome back home.(pdhal lom travel lagik)
To those ppl outside there,juz telling u guys,im still here in Spore.
Im not yet to travel back to Damascus,Syria.
There's been a few probz here n dere.
Plz pray for me.May the best thing happen.
Miracles can happen u noe~
*weak smike*

balek kmpung..o o o balek kmpung~

2009-10-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

Kelantan + Terengganu~

seronok ah~
sangat sangat~
dpt mandi air sungai~
dpt makan makann orng terengganu~
dpt shoppin bnda murah2~
dpt makan lekor~
dpt tahu cara kehidupan orng sane~
dpt berkenal2-an dgn family abng zul n kak isma~
dpt spent time dgn wardeh n kak isma~ ;-)
yang penting,dpt balek kmpung~
walaopun bukan kmpng sndri..hik hik~
next trip nk collect duit pi jepun uh~
anione joinin me?
sape2 yg ade 'kampung' pat jepon,plz contact me.i wan to go dere.
*innocent smile*

p/s: hatiku semakin sesak mendgr berita itu~
ya rab~
kau permudahkanlah urusan ku~

2009-10-05T12:37:00.001+08:00

Ive stumbled upon this werds,n suddenly i feel so sinful, for even thinking about it.
Allahummagharfilli~

"Ketiga, manakala dirimu hendak melakukan maksiat, jangan melupakan Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui segala rahsia dan melihat setiap gerak hati nurani," tegas lelaki itu.

"Layakkah manakala dirimu menikmati rezeki Allah, bertempat tinggal di bumi Allah, dan melakukan maksiat kepada Nya sedangkan Allah melihat dan mengawasi perilakumu?".

*there's actually more to it,but i juz cut this portion out bcoz i feel tat its referring to me.

Terima Kaseh Allah kerana telah mengerakkan hati ku.

2009-10-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hati ku hari ini sungguh riang~
sungguh gembira~
sungguh ceria~

:-)
alhamdulillah~
terima kaseh ya allah~

Hari Raya @ Spore

2009-09-26T09:06:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

At first,i tot of NOT WRITING any posts about Hari Raya,but den i chucked tat idea out bbcoz its juz tooo exciting not to be shared.Kekeke.

1st Day Raya:

Me wearing silver.Nisa wearing kinda of golden-brown.
Abng wearing white 'kemeja'.Yupz!He's not wearing baju kurung.
Ayah wearing kemeja too.Hehe.Mak wearing black-grey jubah.
This is our first time raya with Honda Fit. Bez!
Kakak not raya-ing with us as he's with his husband's side.
Nxt yr eh kak.I'll not be dere den.Boo~

2nd Day Raya:

Went to Johor from morning till late night.
I dunno i had soooo many cuzenz n aunties dere.
Went frm one hse to anther.
One ting i loike abt dem,they re all living nearby.
3 of the families tat i went,they are living in the same flat.
Hehe.Cool~

4th day Raya:
Woah~
Tis is the part i loike most.
I still remember when i asked ayah, "can i drive alone now?"
n my father said yes~ n tat was the MOST HAPPIEST moment ever.
*Walaopon tk tunjukkan* ;-)
So,i drive my Honda Fit while Masyi drive her wish 7 seater car.
We drove till 11 plus night.
Thanx Mak n Ayah for trusting me.
Im juz goin to miz driving.hmmm....

5th day Raya:

Went raya with akhawat.
Tis time,we hired a mini-bus.
$10/head.
We managed to cover 16 houses rite?
Ya.n alhamdulillah,i also get the chance to kenal2 with the senior2 DMASYQ.
n nt forgetting our heroes,Anas,'Izzudin n Noor Muhammad~
Hehe.

I have fun alhamdulillah.
May allah bless this ukhwah~
Luv all of you mucho mucho~
muackz~

Pre-Hari Raya

2009-09-19T21:55:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Alhamdulillah.Tibanya Syawal.Berakhirnya Ramadhan.
dan ini bererti,kepulangan ku ke Bumi Syam hampir deeeekat.
Adakah ku sudah bersedia.
Pastinya,aku perlu bersedia~

Yea yea!
Bsok raya~
Bukan lah bererti saya suka rmdhan pergi.
Tapi Syawal kan hari kemenangan bagi umat Islam smua~
Dan bagi saya,saat ini aku sungguh menantikannya.
Dpt beraya dgn mak dan ayah.
Kakak,abang dan adik.
Yang penting,aku bersama orng2 yg disayangi & dirindui.

Ok.Nntikan bsok akan ku 'upload' gmbr2 beraya.
Bagi kawan2 yang di Syria,harap krng dpt gumbira di sana.
Lpz solat raya nnti,jgn lak tido.(hehehe..pdhal tu lah mmng kebiasannye di sane kan).
Walaopon krng tk dpt menjamah rendang,sambal sotong,ketupat,lepat, dan byk lagik,
tapik tkpe kan.
I'allah akan tiba satu masa nnti,krng nye turn lak dpt balek ke sini untuk beraya~
So,cheer up! :-)

Kpda smua umat islam,
salam lebaran,minal maqbulin wal faaizin.
mohon ampun dan maaf sekiranya ada salah silap.
Biaselah,manusia tk lari dr kesilapan.
kosong2 k.
Jage diri smua~

am i turning into a monster?

2009-09-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

i think im turning into a monster.
i juz cant control my emotions.
my emotions are bcuming unstable.
im easily agitated nowadays.
ive been having mood swings.
n my bad moods are getting worst.
as my bro said, "when ida is angry,its all written on her face.n she has this kind of don-mess-up-with-me look,"

urgh.
i tink i need a tazkirah from Sheikh Naem.
I tink i shud be attending dars at Jami' Eeman every sun nite.
i tink i shud wake up to zikir 'azkaar sobah wal masa' every fri morning.
n i tink i shud go to 'jami nabulsi' for the friday lectures.
n i need akhawat borders where everyone of us are having 'muhasabah'.
n i tink i need to go to school,where i can listen to my anisa and sheikh lectures'.
n e' "i tink i tink" continues......

am i missing syria?
ya,i miz her terribly!
allahumma balighnii ila ardhi syam bissalamah~

Updating ourselves with new skills~

2009-09-07T12:48:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.
I notice everyone around me is updating theirselves with new skills.
N tats important so tat we will not be back-dated to others.
n im happy~

:My Mum:
She's now in the process of re-taking her Quran Exams,kinda of talaqqi.
n she's now reading with me.
Im helping her with as much help as i can.
N i can feel an enormous improvement in her reading.
Barakallahu Feeki

:Mak Non:
She juz sent me a card Raya through Facebook.
n she called us,to check if we have received it yet or not.
Cool eh my aunty~
Updating herself with the IT knowledge.
Ciayoo!

:Baby Raihanah: :-)
see!even tis cute lil baby is updating herself!
She is now been trained by her parents to drink milk frm bottle,
instead of breast-feeding.
Of course,she still wails n cries bcoz she's not used to it~
"pelan2 kayuh k baby~"

:My Sister Huda:
When i travelled to syria in 2007,she's still had difficulty with cooking.
N now,her cooking skills is quite superb!
We went to break our fast last sat at her house,n she cooked for us
'Nasi Ayam'.
Sedap~
n she knows how to cook 'Lemak Cili Padi',which is now Nisa's favourite dish.
Hehe.

To everione out dere,n especially to myself,ciayoo! Update ourselves with as much skills as we can.
U never noe when we'll need it~

2009-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah!
wati!
wati dh smpai~
dh bole minum lemon jamid~makan keropok rmdhan~ main dgn tuqa!
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal~
selamat pulang ke bumi syam~
dan selamat meninggalkan tanah air mu~
semoga kita dipertemukan di sham i'allah~
kalo tk pun i'allah di syurga~ amen!

*nasib aku mcmne nnti?allahu a'lam bisshowab*

2009-08-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

Akhawat Gathering~
Location: Southern Thai Restaurant,opp Msjd Sultan
Time: After magrib
Number Of People: 10

A big thanks to Allah for making this akhawat gathering a success~
i was actually down-hearted,thinking that most of them are unable to cum.
I did msged them,but only 3 replied?hmmm...
ur replied msg was greatly appreciated!realli~

Otw to Msjd Sultan,i msged Wati and she said she was with Kak Dja n Ishma.I met her to book a place at the restaurant,lest that there's no space for us later.We booked for 7 seats.We still got a few mins b4 azan magrib,so we dashed for the ATM machine,to w/draw $$.

Then we headed back to Msjd Sultan and we met Kak Shahee.She was sitting quietly at the corner,reading the Quran.Upon seeing us she said, "aku sbnarnya malas giler nk pi,". *boring* the same dialog!

Kak Dja and Ishma later joined us.They had went to the Bazaar Ramadhan and bought some malay delicacies.Then Fathanah,with her red tudung and black plus some red lines jubah,joined us!woahh~the number is increasing~

Then came Tannur Hafizah,with her light pink jubah n tudung.We were like, "eh tan!" bcoz she recently just came back from Mesir. Then Shafiqah came!Before that,she had msged me,asking where were we. So i replied her sms, "at the musollah..jom naik!".

Then we heard the azan magrib.So we were 'discussing'. "nk solat dgn imam ke solat jemaah ktorng sndri?". As we were pointing to each other to bcum the imam,we heard the iqamah. Haha. "dh lah..solat dhn imam masjd sudah,". n the Imam is Ustz Jailani,who once visited Syria with his wife and daughter.(the two of dem are still in Syria,studying).

Kak Ewin and Kak Mas were behind us in the saff. More~ and more~ woah~i loike!After 'amin' the doa,we straight headed to the restaurant.We ordered foods and drinks.We ordered plain rice,then a few dishes to be shared among us.alhamdulillah! the dishes was quickly cleared up,and there's not evven a single food left. Alhamdulillah~ *tkde pembaziran yang berlaku*

We finished eating at 9.Fathanah then said,Kak Dja Ithnin is coming to join us.Wey~she juz finished her work and came straight to join us for the gathering.We then headed to Burger King,to 'lepak2' for awhile,and to let Kak Dja eat something for her growling stomach.

So,after the BK,we all left for our own destination.n oh!we did discussed about going to have a "jalan2 raya with akhawat only" on the 24th of Sept i'allah. Too bad,Wati's not going to be with us.She would be flying off tomoro nite.Bye-bye Wati~
As a conclusion,i wud to say a few things:-

*Having this kind of gathering can actually increase the bond of ukhwah between us.Next tyme,for those who re not joining us,try k? to join us! its realli fun and i'allah very fruitful for the ukhwah~

*Thanx for those who came.Im realli realli happy to see u guys!The laz tyme we met actually was during the Masrahiyyah.hmm..tats 15 days apart kan kak shahee?hehehe.

Heart Akhawat so much~
U re all the sunshine in my life~
May Allah bless this ukhwah~
May we bcum sisters till the Day After~

2009-08-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan.
Ya rab~
Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna dari Ramadhan yang lepas.
Semoga aku dapat mengisikannya dengan amalan-amalan yang soleh.
Semoga Ramadhan kali ini,
aku dapat berubah menjadi seorang insan yang lebih bertaqwa kepadamu~

30 Syaaban 1430 Hijrah

*khas untuk makcik ku yang dirindui,Jamaliah Bte Bakar,Al-Fatihah~
kau pergi meninggalkan kami sebelum sempat merasai Ramadhan~
khas nye untuk diri aku sndri,
aku sendri tidak pasti adakah aku dapat meraikan Ramadhan
hingga ke akhirnya atau tidak~

2009-08-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

Remembering back yesterday on what i did,
i feel thankful to Allah.
Allah have given me the chance to be able to run,
to jump,to stretch my hands and legs,
to shout,to sweat and etc...
Alhamdulillah Allah!

n yes!
even though we seriously lack of 'energy',
we still are able to move physically~
n even though,we cant shoot properly,
we still have our hands with us.
n even though we cant run like an athlete,
we still have our legs with us.
All praises to Allah~
For still giving us the chance to play~
We might never know if tomoro,
we can still play....

thankz to all,for joining us to play~
may allah bless this ukhwah~
i luv u girls so much~

2009-08-17T07:35:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe~
its a little abit too early to be posting a new post.
but i suddenly feel the urge to write something down..
so bear with me people~
*grin*

Announcement (1):
Ystrday,i went out with my sis,bro-in-law,
Baby Raihanah and Nisa.
Went to Kallang Leisure Park.
Saw a new design of crocs,which cost only 12.90.
*nie ciplak nye uh tapik cantek!nyesal uh tk beli*
Den went to Queensway.My elder sister wanted to buy a new sports shoe.
Her old ones had been stolen~
Den went makan at LJS.
Solat at Msjd Mujahidin.
To conclude,ystrday was the laz w/end before ramadhan.
and i had fun~

Announcement (2):
chat with mardhiyah.
even though its only for a short period,i enjoyed it soo much~
i miz her loadz n loadz~
bestie,do take care k!
luv u girl~

Announcement (3):
Ystrday,i had a bad dream~
urghhh~
its about the "J" thing.
i dreamt tat i have to be 'hudud' bcoz of the probz i have.
juz hw bad can it be?!!

Announcement (4):
Ramadhan's coming~
Im looking forward to the terawih here~
*smile widely*
aaaahhh...
Its been 2 years since the last time i prayed terawih here.
tk sbar tk sbar~

Announcement (5):
i miz studying!
seriously!
i cant believe it~
i miz sitting with my arab friends,
listening intently to wat the lecturers are saying~
jotting down the imprtnt points~
writing in arabic~

k.tats all folks.
salamun alaikum.

2009-08-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDUlILLAH!

MASRAHIYYAH DH BIS~
SELESAI SUDAH SATU-SATUNYE PROGRAM AKHAWAT DMASYQ UNTUK 'CTU'~
SELEPAS BERAPE MINGGU BERTUNGKUS-LUMUS~
SYABAS AKHAWAT~
HIDA SYANG SMUA KRNG~
TERIMA KASIH KRNG~

N PD TEMAN-TEMAN KU DI SYRIA,
TANX BYK2!
KRNG LAH TULANG BELAKANG KT ORNG~
KRNG LAH YG BYNK MMBERI SEMANGAT PD KTORNG,
DIMASA KT ORNG HAMPIR TUMPAS~
KRNG LAH YANG BYK MENGHABISKAN 'WEHDAT' KRNG UNTUK KT~
SEMATA2 UNTUK MMBERI SOKONGAN~

KPD TANNUR,KALO TAN NGA BCE NIE,
NIE KHAS UNTUK TAN SBB TK TAU MCMNE NK CONTCT AWK~
TANX ALOT AWK EH,
JAZAKILLAHI KHAIRAL JAZA'~

*IM WRITING IN BIG FONT BCOZ IM SO HAPPY ITS OVER!
I CANT BELIEVE IT!ITS REALLI REALLI OVER!
N PERSONALLY TO ME,WE DID A GREAT JOB~
ALHAMDULILLAH!
MCM NK PEKIK PD SELURUH DUNIA, "MASRAHIYYAH DH BIS!!!!!"
MCM NK LOMPAT2 PELUK2 ORNG SMUA!!
N MCM NK PEKIK "TERIMA KASIH SMUA KERANA SUPPORT KT ORNG!!!"
MCM NK PEKIK "YEA YEA!!!!!!!!"
"KAU NIE MEMANG MACAM2 UH!!!"

(kak shahee mesti happy giler tkya jmpe ktorng lagik kan wati?!) hahaha...
nk uat masrahiyyah lagik?
a faint smile!
but with a teeny-weeny of vibrant in my smile,
n saying "not for the time being uh~kase kt orng relex dulu!"

woah woah~
sayang smua nya~

2009-08-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

Updates about the 'BIG M'.Here it goes...

Pointer (1):
We seriously lack of manpower.
Mane yg nk jadik kambing,mane yg nk jadik lembu.
We even have to crack our own heads to handle about the foods.
Berape orng nk siapkan mknan,minuman
Den we have to think about the transportation.
nk naik ape eh bwe bnda2 bynk tu.

Pointer (2):
Props~
alhamdulillah quite a lot tat we had done.
a tree,camel,book-shelf,window n mountains.
Wat we have not done yet is the cave!
n tats the most important one~
bile eh nk uat?
bsok lah i'allah~

Pointer (3):
Practise??!!!
we are too busy with the props tat we neglect our practise~
haizzz...
Kak Ewin was suggesting tat we over-night at Wati's house tomoro night,
so tat we will have ample time to practise.
So,amcam smua?
"masalah nye bukan pd kt orng smua,tapik pada mak bapa...drng kase ke?hmmmmm"
tgk lah keputusan die mcm ane bsok iye~

Pointer (4):
Time!
We spent soo much time with this project tat our parents started to nag at us.
Ya lorr.
From morning till late night,den are we safely home.
Most of us are busy in the morning.
We are only able to meet-up during the evening.And normally,we end it till late night,around 9.30pm.

Pointer (5):
Everyone are on the verge of giving up.
Only 2 reasons tat make us stay one,
First,coz our niat is for Allah.'To hidupkan sunnah rasul saw and to hidupkan bahasa arab'.
Second,thinking back about our friends' efforts(mardhiyah,tannur,radhiyah...),we just cant let them down.

Ya rab~kuatkan semangat kami smua.
Turunkan kpd kami tentera-tentera kamu yang dapat menbantu kami.
Smoga projek 'M' nie berjalan dengan lancar.
*smile weakly*

2009-08-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Have u ever been in a situation soo much filled with agony tat u feel,
to be dead is better?
Hehehe...
Its just a moment of recklessness(tat i quickly shaked my head from tat idea).
Tats was happened.

i was eating my mum's laksa n suddenly as i was swallowing it,
i can feel something sharp inside my throat.
n i gulped my saliva again,wanting to make sure ot my suspicion.
n yupz!it was a fish bone!

N i cried in agony!
arrrgghhhh~not a bone inside my throat!
i quickly gulped a cup of water,hoping tat it will dissapear.
its not!
n i gulped a few more cups and swallowed it with all my might.
really hoping tat it will be gone by the tyme.
n no!its was still there!
n i went to the living room,telling my parents abt it.
n my dad suggested eating a banana.
as for mum,she suggested,
"minum air zam-zam ida..sambil tu selawat-selawat sikit,".
i smiled.

n obeyed her..sempat baca doa syifa' smua..hehe.
but it was still there.
alhamdulillah,its not so painful unless i swallowed my saliva den will i feel the bone inside my throat.
tat wat i did.
i only swallowed my saliva occasionally while watching "bahas 4pm",hoping tat i can forget about the bone for a while.

After the 'Bahas',i prayed Isya' and was still hoping tat while im doing my prayers(with the sujud and ruku' posture),it will eventually went down instead of been stuck in my throat!
but no!it was still there.
as i was preparing for my sleep,i was worried.
how if i die while im sleeping?
hmmm...k k..im not going to sleep...
but eventually i dozed off bcoz i was out the whole day with my family and was tired.

i was very thankful when i woke up and im still alive~
alhamdulillah..
how abt the bone?
i swallowed my saliva and urrrghhh,it was still there!
My mum was abit worried,n she said go the doctor!
n i was thinking, "kalo pi doctor,die suru uat ape uh?die nk operate aku nye throat ke eh.."
n i refused to go.
i said to my mum,"mak..ida makan nasi dulu uh..kalo tulang tu tk hilang jugak,den i'll go the doc,"

My mum,after a while,she suggested that i forced myself to vomit!
i dont favour this idea bcoz its a very horrible feeling,to force myself to vomit!
but i still did it,for the sake of getting this bone out!
i can still feel my stomach churning,and my eyes went watery as i forced myself to vomit!
eeeeeeeeiiiiiiiii!!??!!!
i juz hate it!
i was starting to give up!
n i keep telling myself,last one last one!
So the last one,i really force myself to vomit n ALHAMDULILLAH,the bone was out at last!
Fuhhh~~~~
i sighed in relief.
Really really relief.
i swallowed my saliva a few times,making sure tat the bone is totally gone!
ya!alhamdulillah..its gone!

lets hope its going to be the last time k..
sporean gurls at Syria!u re lucky tats not much fish there~
juz imagine the agony u going to be in if u re stuck with a fish bone in ur throat!
n how panic UR FRIENDS goin to be~hehehe.
lets us stick to fish fillet for the time being k?

2009-07-30T07:11:00.000+08:00

Haha.See~ She's so cute.
mcm nk gigit2 pipi die tu~
eeeeiii! geram geram!

She's now 'botak' after her hair-shaving by Zari.
"Ida!jgn panggil die botak lah..."
*grin*

"korang nie tk abis-abis cium die~"
beh die yg minta dicium.
cute sgt~
*grin again*

Yea!
Niari jumpe die lagik~
bole kiss kiss die lagik!
muackz~

Baby Raihanah!
cepat-cepat grow up k..
so khaleh can talk with u~
keke

n i miz the babies @ Syria
Tuqa~syifa'~sofiah~

2009-07-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

A big thanx to Allah for giving me another chance to
touch n hold my handphone again~
n thanx to Pkck Hassan(i tink he is working with the Qatar Airways)for informing my father,tat my lost hp is with him~
I was wondering how he was able to contact,like of all people,he contact MY FATHER~
n den i figured it out~
My father's name,which i saved as "ayah",is the 1st spore number in my contact list.
The names before "ayah" are all numbers in Syria.
Pkck Hassan must be going through my contact list,trying to get a rough idea
who is the owner of the hp~

I did contact the Qatar Airways,on thurs night,the night tat i lost my handphone.
N the lady at the customer services said she will call me back if
anyone returns the hp to her~
i wait n wait~
4 days i waited and i never lost hope~
Never lost faith with Allah tat hE can return me back my hp if He wanz to~
thank u allah~
thank u so much~
hamdan lahu~

weyy~
aLHAmdulillah~
Welcome to Singapore,SuperNova 7610~
Everyone's here looking forward to meet u~
Hahaha~

p/s:anione who wanz me to contact her,do send me an offline msges at the MSN. I'allah i'll be msging u back.

2009-07-25T08:44:00.000+08:00

The first night i was in spore,it rained.
and i was so surprised that i woke my sister up.
"nisa nisa!"
i was shaking her hands,to wake her up..
"hujan nisa!hujan!"
n she woke up and looked at me,
n she was like, "beh nk suru nisa uat pe,"
den she was dozing off back to sleep.

As for me,it was ages since i saw rain pouring down like tat.
Masya allah!
the sound of rain soothes my ears.
the sight of it makes me smile.
In Syria,rain is very rare.
It only comes twice or thrice during the winter times.
N now alhamdulillah,im njoying the rain~

N now,for the second time,it's raining again.
N its 8.48 in the morning.
Ahhhhhh~~~
Such a pleasure.

I hope to drive one day while its raining~
O'Allah,give me the chance to do so~

2009-07-24T06:57:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...
Akhirnya kaki ku menjejaki Changi Airport,Terminal 3.
Kepulangan ku disambut oleh mak,abang,kakak,nenek and Raihanah.
My father and Nisa are unable to fetch me due to their work and school.
N i meet them at Home.

Baby Raihanah!
I kissed her and dukung her.
She's so chubby!
n juz when i thought she wanted to sleep,she opened her eyes and closed it back.
Kakak said,she's really asleep when her mouth is opened.
When i craddled her in my hands,she doesnt cry.
Sayang baby~
Oh,btw,she called me aunty hida.
n when i tried to make her sleep,lulling her with the selawat,she just look at me with her wide eyes,making me feel like "eh!betul ke tk nie aku selawat?!".
But i tink,my voice is new to her so it will take time for her to "save" my voice in her head~

I drived!
woah~
The feeling of steering the wheel and pressing the accelarator and break~
best best!suke sangat!
of course,after not driving for around two years,i still feel "janggal" but i'allah will get used to it in a short period of time,furthermore with my part-time instructor yang "sungguh garang!" beside me.
But aniwae,he's a gud one!always guiding me and recalling me back about wat i had learnt before.
"laju sikt bawah,nie lane merging.."
"tkya nk ikut rules sgt..kau bukannye nk amek test"(he said tis twice to me!hmmm)
"parking rabak betul uh.."
"nk belok baru brake..jgn tekan brake siang2 sgt"
n etc etc...
n i admit,auto car is much much easier to control than manual car.
But i still mis driving manual car!

I went to Kakak's house at Sengkang.
We went there straight after Magrib.
Dropped nenek at her house,n i still remembered what she said when i drived her back.
"dh..tkya masuk dalam..antar nenek pat luar jek".
She was worried about me coz ive not drived for so long.
Nearly 2 years~
Reached kakak's house in 10mins later.
Only nisa and i went up to kakak's house.Abng tungu bawah blok,jage kereta.
Kakak's house simple but very stylish.
Like I said,Sengkang's house very unique.
Anione want to buy for me a house derE?
*smiling*
Nisa's ate ice-cream while i flipped through kakak's n Zari's wedding album.
They showed me their wedding's video.
Haha,n my picture was there too!n tat was when i video-cam with kakak.

Thinking back of what had happened in the airport last evening,it just made me shivered.As what Kak Dja experienced,i experienced it too,n i tink my situation is worst.Ya,the crews and officers in the Damascus International Airport *sungguh meragut jiwa dan ragaku*.
Now i noe,w/out rules and regulations,life can be really hay-wire.
N Without iman in our hearts,it can be much worst!
Allah yahdeena wa yahdeehim jamiiaa'.

dan hatiku menjadi tawar..
seperti tawarnya kuah tanpa garam...
tapi apa erti jihad...
seperti yang disebut oleh wardah..
hidup ini kan satu jihad...

n i still need time to get over it...
Terima kaseh kawan-kawan yang banyak membantu ku pada waktu itu..
yang bnyk memberi sokongan kepada aku..
kt jumpa lagik i'allah...

2009-07-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

Went to a 3 days 2 nights trip to Latakia

This khaleh is making muhammarah(a kind of pastry with tomato paste on it) but i dont have the chance to try it,but I've tried it last year.Hehe.

Steering a REAL car is easier than steering tis bumper car..bump bump we went!

Bukan hari raya haji jek bole nmpk kambing eh~ tis photo was taken rightly beside our house,kan 'alima?

I was stung by a jellyfish during the swim.Gatal but now its ok!The jellyfish is blue~ Panic skjap tat tyme~

Ok.Tats all folks.

2009-06-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

When i saw baby's Raihanah face at my sis blog,it juz make me cant wait to return home.

Mak ayah...tk sabarlah nk alek..
walaopon nk dekaat..
tapi terasa lagik lame gt..
sabar lah hati..

2009-06-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

A trip to Nawa n Busra

Ever seen Teletubbies said, "again again!"?
Haha.Tats wat i feel whenever im back from visiting Nawa n Busra.
Its my third trip there and i really hope that its not going to be my last one.

We went to Nawa/Basra with some of the Sporeans.
Namely,Mardhiyah's family,Solehah's mum and brother and the two sisters and one Brother.
The rest would be us,the Dmasyqians.

Our first visit was Maqam Imam Nawawi rahimahullah.
He wrote a few books,that are still use till these days.
Some of it,which im reading are "Riyadhus Solehen" and "The 40 Hadeeth".
And from that visit,i promised myself n also promised Imam Nawawi,tat
i will be reading his wirid everyday.
Every morning in my life i'allah.
Coz i love the awliya and the solehin.
May i be among them ya rab~
And we visited Maqam Nabi Ayub alahissalam and the well,which was said to be the well which
Nabi Ayub alahissalam bathe to cure his illness.

We also passed by an oasis! (Cik Safiaton said,oasis is water that appears from the underground).
And its such a beautiful scene! nice nice one~
There are a few horses,ahhhhh....its horses! large and sturdy ones!
There were drinking from the oasis and i felt lyke im not in Syria!
I'allah i will post the pictures below(insya allah!)

Next,we headed to Busra.
Its a 1-hour journey from Nawa.
Alhamdulillah,the bus ride was quite comfortable bcoz the aircon was on.
Before that,we only depend on the wind from the journey.

We performed our prayers(Zohor and Asar) at Jami' Umariyah.
Wanna noe y its Umariyah?
Bcoz the jami'was built during time of Khalifah Umar radhiyallahu anhu.
Its the first mosque built in Syria,not the Jami Omayyad.
Thats was wat the sheikh told us,translated by one of the Syabab.

We then visited the Roman collosium(if im not mistaken about the term.i wud check more on it)
The collosium is like the shape of stadium.
Its round and its covered around with stairs and stairs.
We managed to climb up till the top but there's also a few ways other than climbing it till the top.
U just have to explore it.
Best sangat sangat~
*Juz tinking,beznye kalo orang melamar pat sini!Hehe*
When u say something,ur voice will echo and the whole collasium can hear u!
And there's also a few holes,in which if u whisper,the other end of the collasium can hear u.
Its very stylish and unique in its own way~
i loike it soooo much.
There's no word that can describe my love~
to the collosium of course~

Taking a deep breath~
Not bcoz im out of idea,but theres so many things to tell all of u..
i wan to share my happiness with the whole world~
smile as wide as i can
as said by ust sakinah,senyum hingga ke telinga
:-)

Wati,im sorry tat i cant post u Tuqa's picture wearing a dress..
but there's a few other pictures of her..
do take a look..
hope it can cure ur "rindu" to her...
hehe..

Btw,my friend is now officially engaged to him.
Mubarak to both of u.
i love u bestie~
so much tat i cry
Smoga ukhawah kt berkekalan hingga ke jannah.
bijahinnabi sollahualahi wassalam.
Mardhiyah & Hashim.
Both of u re like a couple in heaven.
u re meant for each other.
My doa is with u always,mardhiyah~

Wat shud i be writing?!
i remembered tat i shud add something to my post but i forgot~
hmmmm...
oh!
Yesterday,i went to a dars by Sheikh Wahabah Zuhaili.
Dars on tafsir Quran(Surah Yunus).
As usual,its very meaningful and beneficial to me,especially.
But tis tyme,im not posting about the dars but something else that touch the
bottom-est part of my heart.
As i was listening to one of the anisa at the jami' talked with Mardhiyah,
an anisa beside me approached me and talked to me.
N while we were talking(just basic introduction),one khaleh approached her grand-daughter.
n she asked the grandma,why is tat girl not covering herself.
Why is she wearing short sleeve and jeans which only covered until her knees.
She den asked about the girl age.
She was shocked when the girl said that she's 11 years old.
The khaleh was kissing the girl's skin,claiming that this skin shud be covered!
Masya allah!
i was speechless.
That khaleh was "tegur-ing" tat girl directly,w/out hesitation.
N i seriously tink that we lack of this.
n tis is very important coz "orang melayu dh terlalu dimanjakan".
N her grandma,instantly,gave one of her veil to her grand-daughter
so that she can cover her head.
How many of us can do like her?
I personally think that most parents nowadays,if "ditegur" they will say,
"asal sibuk nk jage tepi kain orang,".
Well,thats MY OPINION~
Im amazed by that khaleh,the girl and her grandma.
Even the girl,w/out much reluctant,covered her head when ordered to do so.
Masya allah!

Here are some pictures for u..Do enjoy it~

aaaahhhh~sungguh lawa kan!I took pictures with dem but not in tis picture.Hehe.

Nie roman collasium...tempat nie ya rab~sungguh stylish man~

I feel like im on top of the world~

Cute Tuqa~geram~~ Gambar nie ku dedicate khas untuk Wati~hehe

Selamat bertunang~ smile smile smile widely~

2009-06-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

I received nisa and abng msg at around 10.16am here(so it wud be around 4am dere) n Nisa said,its 3.45am dere rite,they informed me tat Kakak has delivered a baby gurl.So happy! N kakak oso is safe with the baby.Mubarak kakak n Zari.(big big smile) Welcome to the world,Baby Raihanah.Even though Ive not know u yet,i still love u little baby! I was wondering,everything good that's happening to kakak,i missed it!Her marriage and now her delivery~ (tapik tkpe...nie baru name die jihad kan..jihad diri..)

Hannan is now buzzing with news of people marrying.Everyone that we know going to be marrying in Singapore. As said by Alima, "next week aku nye turn lak kawin," Haha! Ameen~ Chill eh Alima.But its true.I would not be surprised if im back in Spore,i would be saying this phrase umpteen times ,"aikk! dh kawin!," or something that has the same meaning.Hee.Alhamdulillah.Marrying is one of the ways to avoid fitnah and also ikhtilat between a man and a woman. Not that im encouraging it,but if u have a stable income and the need to marry,go n marry coz marriage is a sunnah and u can get pahala for it. *smile*

*taking a deep breath*

Wati! ari tu hida makan musabbahah!sedap sedap!dh lame tk makan~
Nisa! i dream of u again~haiz...bile lah nk smpai spore...

I was thinking n thinking.....
n when i think about it,i bcum stress...
when im stressed,i feel like crying...
when i cried,i juz cant wait to return home...
Homeland,do wait for me~

2009-05-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ok.If u are wondering wat im doing now,updating my blog when im supposed to study for my next paper,Aqidah and tat iz tomoro,i wud juz say,im taking a break.
*big but guilty smile*. Alhamdulillah,ive sat for few papers,for example,Qanun,Usul Feqh,Feqh Sunnah and etc,n i would daresay that alhamdulillah i managed to answer half of the questions given.Ok.No more talks about exams.Just pray tat i will continue to work harder for the next fe papers.

*TAKING A DEEP BREATH*

i dunno wat to update.It seems tat lately,im out of idea.

To Syafawati,i dunno wat had happened to u but i noe something had happened and i cant help but to feel worry. May Allah be with u gurl.Be strong.2 more days and u will be flying back to Spore.I pray that u will reach Spore safely and wat ever that is in ur mind,dont worry about it so much k.I'Allah things will be okay. N im gonna miz u soo much~

Btw,Facebook seems to be so hot nowadays.Everyone was lyke asking me to sign up for Facebook account.*ku sungguh malas dot com tau* Even my aunty,Maknon has one.Masya allah! Sungguh canggih.Hehe.

"Hidup ini penuh dengan ombak dan duri.Orang cakap kalau masalah di rumah kt orang tk bole nk atasi,mcm mane nk atasi masalah ummah.Ya rab!Tiupkan lah dalam hati setiap kawan-kawan ku kekuatan dan semangat untuk menghadapi ujian hidup ini,"

2009-05-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

Bismillah...

Guilt overcome me when i saw my blog left unattended.Well,i daresay that im quite bz for the past few weeks or mths. So many happenings,so many incidents and so many new experiences.Even my laptop,it was left untouched in my brown leather bag.

Exams is on the go n im sorRy to say that im not prepared to face it.Not prepared at alL.But wat to do,i juz have to sit fOR IT.N i'allah i will try to do my best. I dont wan to return to Spore with any subjects failed.Friends outside dere,plz pray for me.

Hannan has moved into a new Hannan. The name will always stick with us.No matter wat happen, Hannan will always be among us,the Hannan-ians. I'allah we will go through together the up's n down's of life.May allah guide us always.

Special msges for special ppl:
1)kak! i cant wait to see ur baby=my anak sedara..excited lah jugak! (walaopon pd mulanya,the word "baby" doesnt excites me)
2)Helo little sister! al the best for ur examz k! i noe u can do it! ciayoo! later i blnje u makan mee hongkong k..hahaha...my fav mee..yum yum!
3)Kak shahee= awk..akhirnya,kt pindah uma jugak awk...walaupon hati berat nk tingalkan hannan lame,kt tetap suka sbb tkya berhadapan dgn insects sgt!hehe
4)Fyra..tiba2 ingat fyra lah..nnti hida alek,we can makan together2 k..doakan hida for exams nie..*big smile*
5)abng!thnx u sbb slalu online so i can always chat with u...hehe..kirim salam mak ayah..tk sabar lah nk alek!! nnti kalo kakak dh lahir,msg ida tau!

2009-04-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

wAH alima-tun!tentang-mentang lah hida nye blog skrng dh bole masuk through intrnt2 pat syria(i mean beside netland),bukan main lagik die flood my tag with ur nonsense...haiyo! aniway.tanx alot alima-tun aka ochimaru monster~

I wanted to reply all the msges at my tagboard,but it seems tat there isnt enuf space n freedom to write it down,so i choose to write here..So here it goes:

1-apollo star :naruto? hehe...kt jumpe lpz aku abis xm nnti den continue dgn part 2..ok?
2-petole : hehe..lari uma?mane ade..hannan tetap ade di hati ku...btw,saif nk dekat tiba!nnti uma full of insects!! tk suke~ nk pindah~
3-ustzh sakinah :wslam ustzh..i'allah tahun nie hida alek..leh jumpe dgn ustzah~ yea!doakan hida slalu ustzh..muackz~
4-hidayah mazlan : yupz..masih ingat lagik..kwn nisa ryte?hehe...
5-Gila Nama: haha...tats juz a tot of my mind..hehe...
6-Cempaka : haha! ahlan wa sahlan ke blog hida..dtng jek blog orng ktwe kan lak..haha...tapik mmng betul ape...
7-abng nye hal: tanx abng for the wish! make sure u buy for me presen~ (as u promise!) hehe..pray for me always..miz u n the rest sooo much~~btw,im still younger den u..so don prasan muda eh...bluekz~
8-Shahirah :aikk! how cum name shahirah..dh tk tulis chihiro ojou lagik..keke..tanx awk..miz u too!
9-Ishmah- *big smile* tanx ishma-tun..btw,mcm mane lah beg duit kak nouran yg wrne hijau tu bole travel begitu jauh..haha...

Sori people for the simple-ness in today's post. I'allah i will be posting a new post tis week-end.Hope to see all of u den..Massalamah~

2009-03-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

After reading my sis's blog,i suddenly realize that people come and go. Some leave temperoraly but some leave for forever,permanently. Thank you Allah for still giving us a chance to breathe in this world of yours.

To Kak Dja and Kak Linda, even though u have leave us here in Syria,i'allah we still have the chance to meet again one fine day. Biiznillah.

I came across this quotation and decided to share with all of u. One of my arab friends wrote it on the whiteboard and share it with us.

كيف اكون مسكينا ومولاي له ما فى السموات وما فى
الارض وما بينهما وما تخت الثرى

It means, how can i be poor when my Allah owns what is in the sky and what is in the world and what is between them and also what is beneath the earth.

Masya Allah. Its just not right for a muslim to whine and say,ive got no money! Ive got no work! For Allah is the own who owns the world. So,what are we waiting for? Lets grab the chance and pray to Allah. Lets wake up in the middle of the night,when the rest of the people are sleeping, lets raise up our hand and seek for Him. For he is the Al-Mighty.

2009-03-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

Have trust in ur friend.It can really makes a difference.
If Naruto can say,"Thats my way of a ninja,"
I will say, "Thats my way of a muslim,"

Juz Be Urself.U re unique in ur own way.

2009-03-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

Warkah ini ku tujukan khas untuk Nor Shahirah Syed Kadir(aka Nenek Bomoh plus Ojou Chihiro n not forgetting Monster Hannan)...

Pemergian mu terlalu mengejut. Terlalu mendadak. Sehingga mengalirkan air mata yang sememangnya tidak dapat ditahan-tahan lagi. Ditambah pula dengan kesibukan mu 3 hari sebelum itu,kami ahli-ahli hannan tidak berpeluang untuk duduk bersembang2 dengan mu buat kali terakhir. Banyak perkara lagi yang belum diselesaikan dan kami,hakikatnya masih memerlukan bimbingan dan tunjuk-ajar kamu.

Kak Shahee,walaupun jasad mu telah meninggalkan bumi Syria,kami di sini pasti akan ingat segala jasa-jasa yang telah ditaburkan di DMASYQ! dan tidak lupe juga tunjuk-ajar dan ketabahan mu selama ini. Hanya Allah sahaja yang dapat balas jasa baikmu. Hannan9 miz u lyke crazy!

Updates for u:
-> Hall selerak giler dengan barang2 awk! Baru beberapa hari tinggalkan Hannan, dh selerak kan uma eh..hmph!

-> Dh ade orang jadik pengganti awk untuk symbol yg awk selalu tulis pat whiteboard. Huda Habib lah penggantinye! But don wory,tk bole lawan yang original nye!

-> Semua barang-barang awk dh disimpan dalam kotak dan kita akan pastikan yang awk nye whiteboard dlm bilik pon akan disimpan skali. Haha. *maklum lah tknk tinggalkan ape2 kesan kan pat Hannan*

-> Disebabkan awk n Fathanah balek, kt sekarang kene masak seminggu sekali! Arghhh!! Tidakk!!

-> Ada banyak perkara yang perlu diubah termasuk rombakan ahli-ahli bilik. Dan "se" n "taan" akhirnya terpisah jugak. Sob sob. Company "dot" & "mok" pon perlu ditukarkan kepada bilik lain kerana "mok" telah meninggalkan "dot" secara persendirian.

-> Hannan9 akan stay strong walaupon kita orang telah kehilangan dua ahli.Cara pemerintahan pun akan bertukar. Kita umpamakan seperti penukaran pemerintahan Khalifah Othman kepada pemerintahan Khalifah Umar Alkhattab.(pemerintah terbalek masa!hehe)

-> Kita orang disini akan sentiasa ingat awk. Selalu lah kol kita orang di sini k..Kak shahee,gambatee! We miz u soo much~

2009-02-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

Bismillah...

Im running out of idea what im going to post for today.Really blank.Clueless. Ok. To start with, there's two students from JORDAN coming to Syria for a visit. They will be staying at Hannan's house(my house!) for around 5 days. We are looking forward to their arrival and i'allah we will try to as best as we can to accommpany them around Syria.They had visited Syria once and that was during Hari Raya AidilFitri 2007(if im not mistaken) but we did not have much chance to know them better as they were staying at Kak Lin's house.and i'allah a better chance this time.

I asked my sister's opinion what shud i update on my blog.N she said,write about Syria. Promote Syria.Im not going to promote Syria but i will just share to all of my experience and how i can survive in here.

There were a few moments when i feel like just calling my mum and said, "nk balek spore uh!". N there were also a few moments when i feel like staying here for the rest of my life. In Syria,i learned about friendship,about being independant, learning how to save and spend ur money wisely,learning how to be tough even if u are in the brink of tears and etc..All these experiences teach me about the reality of living. You have to accept all the ups n downs of life even if it's not ur choice. Life is hard. Among the factors that keeps me going is this, Im living in this world to gather as much points as i can to permits me to enter to paradise. n how are u going to achieve that points? Even simple things such as smiling to ur brothers/sisters in Islam can earn u that point. Giving salam to ur mum and dad before leaving the house can also increase ur points.

Sheikh Na'em,he once said in one of his dars that There is one greatest way to become a good example to all and that is through our good behaviour.And rasullah pbuh is the greatest example for all of us.Through our good behaviour,we can be a silent da'ie w/out the need to lecture on others. *asyik2 kene berleter..asyik2 kene marah!..asyik2 kene tegur* All this comments are common to our ears so in order to avoid all this,we can choose to be a silent da'ie and that is by our actions.And our gud behavaiour has the greatest weight during the end of the day.
فمن ثقلت موازينه فهو فى عيشة راضية

I will just end my post for today with a hadith narrated by rasullah pbuh and the meaning goes like this..Rasullah pbuh forbids us to start a conversation among two people when there are 3 people with us. Why iz it so? The reason is clear. So that the third party will not be offended with those two,having in mind that they are talking about him or talking about things that they dont want him to know. See! Masya Allah. Rasullah pbuh really take care of people's feelings.Rasullah pbuh, never ever offends others,sholdnt we,his ummah follow his good steps. After all, he is our habib,dunia akhirat.Allah knows the best.

Replying to those who had tag me :
-Sittee: i'allah *smile*
-Luluwalmarjan: hahaha..i wan to read ur blog but hw uh?hmphh...sparkling kitchen! my mum shud read this! *yea!*
-miss-shorty: alhamdulillah..aku sihat!kirim salam budak2 sane...rindu same kamu orng smua lah

yg lain smua,: thanx sebab tag! kalo senang-senang,tag lah lagik k...sori uh tk smpat nk comment smua..rushing for time~

2009-02-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

bismilahirrahmanirrahim...

hati nie melonjak-lonjak nk pulang ke tanah-air...mesti seronok kan jmpe mak ayah...jumpe adek,kakak dan abang...ya allah~ saat-saat tu lah yang telah ku nanti-nantikan...sabarlah iye hati...sabarlah walaupun ikutkan hati memang tak sabar...skjap jek lagik...berilah ku kekuatan kerana rasanye tidak sanggup untuk menahan rindu nie...rindu sangat sangat...

2009-01-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Daurah 4 Sunan Tirmidzi

Alhamdulillah. The 8 days daurah of sunan tirmidzi was finally over. Sunan Tirmidzi is the number 4 kitab from the total kitab sittah(the sixth book). Bukhari,Muslim,Abu Daud,Tirmidzi,Ibn Majah and lastly,Nasa’i.This six book are the compilation of all hadith rasullah(peace be upon him) and it differs from one another based on the level of the hadith. For example,Hadith taken from the kitab sahih Bukhari,you can totally rellied on it. This is because the tariq( the way) from which the hadith was passed on from rasul (peace be upon him) until it reach us was totally assured. The rijal who pass on the hadith are thiqah(trustable people) and you can be assured that the hadith are 100% tamam from rasullah(peace be upon him).

Ok!After getting a brief idea of the kitab sunan tirmidzi, I would like to share with you my experiences in encountering the 8days @ Jami. Jami’ Hassan,which is located at Abu Rumaneh,somewhere near Hambra, had offered a daurah for Sunan Tirmidzi. It started from the 25th December until 1st January,which totals up as 8 days.The daurah started from 6.30 in the morning till 8.00 in the night. You have to register for the daurah in order to get the ijazah of sunan tirmidzi.(alamak! Do I have to explain about the ijazah thingy?!) I,in the first place did not plan to register for the daurah because it totally clash with my school dawam. But after knowing that during the 8 days of daurah, there’s going to be a lot of school holidays. I quickly signed-up,not because of the ijazah but the idea of reading the Kitab Tirmidzi,together with the sheikh totally inspired me. Thank you allah for giving me the chance to grab that golden oppurtunity. N alhamdulillah,most of our akhawats did signed-up for the daurah,even though some of them have exams and schools!

For the 1st day,Hannians were totally geared up to face the daurah in the morning. We slept early and planned to pray subuh jamaah. Some of us were fasting because it was Thursday.(sunnah puasa Ithnin and khamis). Alhamdulillah, some of us managed to perform Subuh jamaa’tan and when everyone’s ready,out we go! Ok! I don’t want to explain in details because it will take such a long time to post it. I will just summarize what I had learned and achieved during the 8 days!

 This daurah thing goes like this…The sheikh will read for us the hadiths from the kitab tirmidzi and we will pay attention to every thing he said,and of course,everyone of us have our own book to correct the shakal (baris) and add new information that we received from sheikh. And this sheikh, he is really really particular about manners. And im talking about manners when you are reading the hadith of rasullah(peace be upon him). These are some of the restrictions that you have to be pay attention on: No talking. No laughing. No moving around unless it’s necessary. No hem-hem. Must have ur wudu’. Sit still and no straightening your legs. And this is the hardest part. Just imagine that you have to “duduk bersila” throughout the daurah and if its so painful,you can change your sitting posture but in a proper way. 1st day passed by, we can still “tahan”. 2nd day passed by,”kita orang masih utuh”. 3rd day passed by, everyone started to “menggeliat” and the funny part was when Kak Shahee said,”macam nk potong kaki and gantung lah..,”. Imagine if we are able to do that! Hahah! And I remembered Kak Dja(H) when she said, “tkmo! Biar kaki tu menjadi saksi yang kita nie pergi ke masjid untuk mendengar hadith rasullah,”.

 As for Ishma,I hope u re reading this,masya allah,I admire her for having such a strong will. Despite of having exams during the week itself, she still make the effort to attend the daurah. Barakallahu feeki ya ukhti! And furthermore,she was kind of sick! Having flu and nose-block. And that was when she said, “dah lama tk nampak cahaya matahari,”. And Kak Dja who was beside her,laughed heartily! I hope that you will get flying colours for ur exams okies! I’allah,if we make the effort to get close to Allah,to get his love, he will love us back! Stay cute always dude~

 The 8 days daurah @ Jami Hasan has bonded my ‘alaqah(relationship) with Maryam. Most of the time,we sat together at Jami’ and I did get the chance to know her better. Alhamdulillah ‘ala kulli hal.She did told me about one khalah(aunty) and it was such a laughter that I wanted to share with all of you! Most of us dare not to skip any hadith so we will only go for toilet during break time. And during this period, we have to rush because there’s only a toilet, with 2 cubicles. Maryam,upon hearing the signal break from sheikh,she immediately headed towards the door. And that was when the khalah blocked her! Khalah said that she too,needed the toilet. Maryam of course was frustrated because that khalah was blocking her way! When both of them were out,Maryam.with her youth energy,speeded up and cut the khalah’s way and managed to reach the toilet before the khalah! Haha!

 Never leave ur slippers around because people will think its toilet slippers,even though its Nike branded!That’s what happened to Kak Huda. She encountered a leg injury and has to wear slippers,lest that it will get worst if she use shoes. Reaching the jami’, she placed her slippers on the shoe-racks. She only realised that her Nike slippers were missing when she wanted to perform Zohor prayers. And that was when Kak Shahee informed her that she saw her Nike slippers in the women’s toilet. N kak shahee thought that the person using Huda’s slippers had seeked permission from her but too bad,its not true! Im not so sure what happen next but I knew that she was totally frustrated! The same thing occurred to her the next day,but this time, it occurred in the men’s toilet! Kak Huda cried out of despair and she kept saying that she wanted her slippers back. N kak shahee contacted Jalal(he was also @ the jami’) and asked him to bring back Huda’s slippers. Haha! Such an encounter and we still have not yet find the culprit for it!

 Hida.Im not complaining, but just saying out whats in my heart! We were given food for breakfast and dinner, and these food were donated by some generous party. (Jazakallahu khairal jaza’) Alhamdulillah that we have food to eat but……we received the same food everyday straight! Im getting sick of it. Croissant(either chocolate or cheese),another kind of bread and a cup of tea for breakfast. As for dinner, its better because we always look forward to the sandwich. Everyday it’s a different kind of sandwich. Nice! Yummy yummy! N we were also given a piece of banana and juice. My teeth,fyi, are not as strong as before because every time I chew on the bread, my jaw will ached and I will stop eating for a while and continue again. It was like this everyday and kak shahee will say, “gigi kau nk kene asah dulu!”. Haiyoo! This girl and her big mouth!

 Touching a bit on food, Mardhiyah told us that one of her arab friends mentioned about the barakah of food given. She said that she cannot afford not to take it because of the barakah. After all, the sponsors of the food surely gave us the foods willingly(mardhatillah) and with all of his/her heart. So its not worth complaining because some people cant even afford to eat for a day!

 Kak Linda, Faseha, Tan and Solz. These 4 people, which I noticed can really hold on to their wudu’. When everyone’s rushing to the toilet(including me), they will stay still on their position and will pray along with the jemaah. Alhamdulillah. As for me, I always doa’ this after getting my wudu’ done,
“ اعنى على حفظ الوضوءاللهم"
I don’t mind renewing my wudu’ but the number of people queuing for the toilets make me think twice. So I just hold on to my wudu’ and only went there when its urgent!

 The rest of the akhawats,Fathanah,Wati,Wardah,they initially did come for the daurah but for some purposes, they back-out. I’allah, if there’s a 2nd chance, do attend it okiez! N Wati,do hold tight on ur antique book. It just symbolize how strong u re in facing the difficulties of life. I hope that if 1 day, Spore organize a daurah for this Kitab Tirmidzi, you will attend it and still use that kitab. N I will be there too,I’allah to see you with the ancient kitab! Hehe!

 Last but not least, ‘Atiqah n Huda. They are like a couple who can’t be separated and always sat in the back row. There was once when we were on the way back home, taking the Muhajirin-Sina’ah service. All of us cramped together in the servis and there were 2 arab guys in the service too. One of them was sitting behind ‘atiqah and the other one was sitting beside Kak Huda. All of us just sat down silently,either because we were tired or just lazy to talk and afterall we were in a service. All of a sudden,I heard atiqah shouted, ‘himaaar anta!”. Her loud voice shocked everyone and we were turning our head towards her. She shouted at him all with all her might and we were wondering what had happened. The man tried to touched her from the back and that explained why. And because of shame or guilt, the man quickly get out of the service. الله يهديه ويهدينا .
*smua org tkmo risau psal benda nie jarang berlaku bt we still have to take precautions kan~ jgn pandang orng wanita lemah~*

Ok…i guess that’s it for today. I wanted to write more but……….Hmm…I will just conclude my post for today with some nice nice hadiths which I think all of us should know and should practice it in our daily life.Only then that we can make a difference for the muslim society.

رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال:
"ويل للذى يحدث بالحديث ليضحك به القوم فيكذب, ويل له ويل له,"
حديث حسن.
Which roughly means, woe unto you who lied in his conversation in order to make people laugh. Woe unto you! Woe unto you!

رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال:
أن النبى صلى الله عليه وسلم كان اذا عطس غطى وجهه بيده او بثوبه
وغض بها صوته
Which roughly means,rasullah(peace be upon him) if he sneezes, he covered his face with his hand or clothes and he lowered down his sneezing voice.

رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال:
خير صفوف الرجال اولها, وشرها اخرها ,وخير صفوف النساء اخرها وشرها اولها
Which roughly means, the best row for the men(during congregation prayers) is the 1st row and the worst one is at the end.
As for women, the best row is the last one and the worst row is at the first row.

This is the longest post I have ever done before. Woah! Hehe. *nk balas dendam lah sebab rase mcm dh lame gitu tk type panjang2 gini* I apologize for the long post and I hope,to those who are reading it, that u enjoy reading it as I had thoroughly enjoyed it when typing my ideas. *suke lah tulis menulis nie*. Any comments, do say it out so that I can learn from my mistakes. Take care kawan-kawan~

2008-12-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

Bismillah...

Ive read a few blogs and each and everyone of them had inspired me to blog a new post. Hehe. So here i am. Alhamdulillah. Ive got a new handphone which costs me *tot tot tot*. Not so bad coz after trading my 6300 Nokia for 4000 leera, the price was reasonable with my budget. Tanx mak n ayah for letting me buy a new handphone. And also thanx to Nisa and Abang for msging me to update me briefly on the new handphone.
*I received BOTH of ur msges when I had actually bought it. Hahaha*
n alhamdulillah,even though i received it late, the respond from both of you make me happy and i did not regret it! Yeah!
p/s: Nisa,i think that Nokia's model handphone just runs in my blood,even though i try to avoid it. Haha.
N to hp 7610 supernova,welcome to my life.

Next. Tomoro is the beginning of Sunan Tirimidzi. Mardhiyah told us that the hadis recitation will begin at 6am and end at 6pm,around Isya' time. So i'allah we will be 'iktikaf-ing' at the Jami throughout the whole day and i'allah there will be a short break for solat and rest.Im looking forward to this moment and i had already bought the book,for the price of 450 syrian pound. *dh balut cantik2 pon*. N i'allah i will skip lessons at Fatah and will try to attend subjects which are really realy important to be attend,exp Usul Feqh Nasiah and Qadhaya Mu'asharah. The rest i will ask my class-mates to record it for me. If u re asking me,y am i taking the risk to skip lessons at Fatah? Coz this opportunity is a golden opportunity and i have to grab it when its available. Wat re u waiting for? Jom uh!

Ok.ive gtg.Got school.
p/s: wah!! krng pi melaka enjoy lah sehhh...jelos jelos! i cant wait to book for my flight ticket!

2008-12-21T18:16:00.000+08:00

Luahan Perasaan Dari Seseorang...

Aku rase diri ini terlalu lemah untuk menjadi khalifah di muka bumi ini. Tapi bila amanah sudah diberi, hendak ke tak nak ke,kita terpaksa menerimanya. Susah ke senang ke, kita terpaksa memikulnya. Manusia memang bodoh bila amanah diberi dan mereka menerimanya dengan mudah sedangkan amanah itu berat sekali untuk dipikul.Sedangkan gunung-gunung pun menolak untuk memikul amanah yang berat itu. Tapi,jangan kita lupa,di sebalik pandangan yang lain pula, manusia bila menerima amanah ia menunjukkan bahawa mereka adalah golongan yang mulia. Sebab itu Allah membuka hati manusia untuk memikulnya,walaupun berat mana amanah itu. Allah percaya bahawa manusia mampu untuk memikulnya dan Allah akan sentiasa membantu manusia,selagi manusia mentaatinya dan mentaati rasulnya. Selagi manusia berada di jalan yang benar, i'allah kemenangan berpihak kepadanya. Sebab Allah berfirman, " Sesiapa yang memenangkan Allah,Allah akan memenangkannya,". Oleh itu, wahai manusia sekalian, marilah sama-sama kita bangkit dari kehinaan dunia dan berusaha untuk mengecapi kenikmatan akhirat. Allahu akbar!

2008-12-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

After such a long time of dissapearance, ive made the decision to reappear again. So here I am with a new post to update my blog *hip hip hooray*.
I will just list down a few important moments to share with all of u.

1) Aidul Adha
Eid falls on the 8th of December,Monday. We the Hannan-ians together with the Eeman-ians performed our Eid prayers at Jami’ Badar. Supposedly, we planned to meet with the Eeman-ians 6.30 at Abu Nour bustop but we were late! So we left without them, with the thought that they had left us. Upon reaching the Jami’, I received a call from Mardhiyah saying that she had just reached Abu Nour bustop. Haha. Both houses were late! But alhamdulillah, all of us managed to perform the Eid prayers. And the khutbah was great~ On the way back home, we saw groups of sheeps and they were not caged~ Some of us said “kambing pat Syria smua baik-baik belaka..dorang tk amek kesempatan pun untuk cabut!,” and unfortunately, we did not have the chance to see any sheeps been slaughtered.

2) Halab

Most of us readily agreed when Kak Isma invited us to take a trip to Halab by train with her family! The price was reasonable as we have our student identity with us. It was around 165 Syrian Pound for each journey. We did save on “tempat perumahan” as Abg Zul has a Malasyian friend who live in Halab and he had offered us a place to stay. And truthfully, we had a great trip there because Kak Isma’s mother and her aunty plus Azwa(her cousin), all of them are great chiefs! Not forgetting,the owner of the house is a splendid international chief. Just imagine the foods that we get to eat during the 3 days and 2 nights holidays. Superb!! Awesome!!

We went to visit Qal’ah( a huge palace) which was in the past “benteng” for war against the enemy. We managed to get a detail description for of the Qal’ah as Abg Zul really know the place well.After all,he has bought tourists there before. Best best~~ Nk pi lagik bole? And the fun was merrier with the presence of my beloved friends and also Bik Pah and Azwa,not forgetting Ansar and Azhar. Hehe.

3) Maqam Arbain

It was my second trip there. N as usual, I always enjoy the scenery and view from the top of maqam arbain. We went there actually to accompany Bik Pah and Azwa and at the same time,a new trip for the newbies. Surprisingly,I managed to reach the top first, followed by Ishma then Wati and then Fathanah. From the top, we squealed and shouted, supporting the rest to continue till the summit. Nk tgk gambar mcm mane kite orang naik?Kalo ade ade lah iye…

4) Rehlah To Wehdah

Firstly, a big congratz to Zahidah. U have help us a lot for the rehlah but sadly,u cant participate to see the results for it. But what I can say,it was totally great even though there were a few holes to be seen. N Zahidah, I as usual, forgot something for breakfast. I forgot to buy breads and I was hoping that the bakery shop will be open on Thursday morning,but unfortunately,it was still closed. So,Ibrahim told the driver to stop at any bakery shop to buy breads and he really bought stacks of breads to supply us for breakfast. BANYAK GILER!! TAU AMEK GAMBAR TUNJUKKAN AWK TAPIK LUPE LAH! HEHE! Kak Shahee and Ayisha did help me a lot with the game planning and I owe them a lot. Jazakahuumaa khairal jaza’! And alhamdulillah, even though the itinery that we initially planned was hay-wire, we managed to reset it back and everything goes smoothly. Indoor games plus forum plus outdoor games, we managed to get it done. Hamdan Lillah. Smile besar besar skali!!

ok.im now at Netland.The best cybercafe in Syria.Haha.But the problem is, it's so far frm my home.It takes around 25mins walk. *fainted* ok.im off for today. Do tag my board fellow-friends.n mak,thank you so much for letting me buy a new handphone. Thank U so much. Im so touched when u gave me the green light that i cried on the spot. Jazakillahi khairal jaza'. Yea Yea! A new sony ericcson handphone for me! Alhamdulillah. Ok folks. Bubyez~

[went to halb via train...whoosh~~~]

2008-11-23T18:06:00.000+08:00

salam smua...

i feel so happy!!! at last at last n at last dapat masuk blog n dpt update blog!!!! for the past few weeks it had been so horribly unfair coz im unable to get through blogspot...n alhamdulillah,now im here blogging. I would like to make a short advertisement, " GO N SURF THE INTERNET AT NETLAND. CONFRIM POWER!!". hEHE. tIS advertisement is only for syrian students.Off.

Ive got a few things to be shared:

1)Ive found a very nice quotation which I think is a very good start for a happy life..here it goes...I have learned to seek happines by limiting my desires rather than attempting to fulfil it all.

2)Our ex-president for DMASYQ is leaving Syria soon and deep inside the heart,we all know that DMASYQ will not be the same. All the best for ur future endeavours. May allah be with u always.

3)There wil b a one-day event for the upcoming days. Supposedly im paired with Zahidah to run this programme. But now,she's leaving for Spore soon n im left alone. Help me!

4)There's a once a week daurah at Abu Nour. Its something new for me. N i enjoy it veri much. Plus there's Wardah with me. Haha! But the problem is, the daurah clashes with my Riyadh class. Both of them starts at 12.30.We did asked if there's another class with different timing. Yupz there is but the class is still on saturday but it starts directly after the daurah ends. Even if i want to go for class riyadh,it will be a very tiring day for me!

5)ok.I will reply those who had tag me..keke...
-->apollo star: sape penakut?! kurang berani jek..hehehe...slamat bermuzakarah iye~~
-->nisa: no words can describe how much i miz all of u.take care n take care of ur prayers k..
-->zahrah: ok sis! sure!
-->abg: hahaha...wat do u expect??! tkle makan terus ke? hehe...but i'allah if kt alek spore,tk tembam sgt uh! hehehe
-->ustzh sakinah: rindu ust dibalas sbb hida pon rindu ustzh! *smile*
-->farna: sotong?sape sotong?kekeke...miz u too~~ study hard there n pray for us here!btw,kirim salam pat kak ayisha soleh!
-->afiq: alhamdulillah...may allah guide u always...

6)Its very important that we perform our 5 time prayers.Ive seen so many incidents that had happened bcoz of "kurang ihtimam". Therefore,i called upon all of my friends to take care of our 5 time prayers. I'Allah,if our 5 time prayers are performed properly,Allah will take care of us.Ameen.

Senyum lah selalu.
Remember me in ur prayers.
Dont forget ur prayers.
Cya again!
I love Syria!

2008-11-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

bismillahirrahmanirrahim~~~

yea!!!dpt update blog~~ rindu blog~~~ rindu lagik mak ayah~~ rindu nisa~~ rindu abang~~ rindu kakak~~ *tu lah! nk blaja syria beh complain rindu2...hmph*

I had breakfast with one of my Somalia's friend. Hannan invited us to her home to try their local food. 'Atiqah and I willingly agreed coz we just lorve to try new foods. We had tried eating turkey foods before and of course,arabic foods~ At her house,we ate Chapati(by their way) with honey and some other kind of fodds too. It delicious and what was more delicious was their hospitality to us. All of her family greeted us warmly and a big ALHAMDULILLAH,they did not force us to finish up the food!

Lately,everyone is busy with their own work. So am I. N i feel that Hannan is missing the "keco-ness" in the house. In the morning,everyone's busy sleeping or revising their studies.And some of them have schools. In the afternoon, some of us have kuliah and 'adek-adek ta'hili'(tats wat chihiro called them) will either have their rest or bust revising. When night comes,the kuliah students will eat their dinner than rest for awhile and then have their sleep. While the ta'hili students will most probably be sleeping off already coz ther have to wake up early in the morning for their school.Sometimes the loneliness will quietly creep in me and tears will be flowing down silently. N i feel like always want to burst in tears.
*stop been an emo.Hate it*

ok.ive gtg.its 1.35pm.im quite late.take care fellow friends.

2008-10-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

salam...

weeyy~~~ im back writing n typing~~~

First of all,congratulation to Kak Nouran...U re finally married...alhamdulillah..the walimah was held at Spore embassy and the aqad nikah was held at her house. It was simple but nice. May Allah bless both of them.Ameen.

Secondly, all the best Kak Mas. She left Syria on the 26th of this month. Of course all of us are sad because her departure was for ever. But as Kak Shahee and Kak Ewin said,people come and go.I'allah,the memories of us together will be deeply attached in our hearts. bissalamah kak mas~~

Thirdly, to Cuzen Adlina,if u re reading this : Thank so much for the hari raya card. I received it 27 days after the day u posted it. Hehe. I was so surprised plus excited upon receiving it. U re the 1st person to send me a letter. Thank so much~~~ I'Allah if i have the time,i will reply ur letter okiez~~ And to my readers, *kalo senang2antar lah surat pat sini~keke*

And also a big thank you to Nisa, for ur efforts to buy me an Esprit bag and also tudungz plus the m&m biscuits. I lurve it~~jazakillahi khairal jaza'!

Haha. This is a just for your info. Today is my turn to cook. I cooked spaghetti with sauce for them. Thanx to Wardah for the recipe. It turns out to be better than i expected. Hehe. *lagik sedap makan dgn cheese. yummy~~~*

ok.sigining out for today.cya next time~~ dont forget me in your prayers~

2008-10-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

Salam alaikum

Sometimes life is so confusing.U just cant figure out what's really going on.N its hard sometimes to understand others.No wonder people can easily misunderstand others.Why? Bcoz lack of communication. Lack of trust. n lack of open-ness. *argghh~~~ menyampah sikit*

Kuliah has started. Subjects are getting a bit harder. But i will also fight harder. No way i will ever be defeated by obstacles and difficulties. Once u have reached a certain level,just make sure u win the fight till the end. Otherless,all ur other efforts will just flow in the drain.As said by sheikh Sulaiman,its a fardhu ain for those who have committed themselves to takhassus to attend classes regularly and also graduate properly.I'allah i will be among them ok sheikh?

Yea! There will be IPAS program for akhawats this year. And Akhawats Spore will be the programmer for this event. Yosh~~ I'allah it will be a success. Meetings are still on-hold. N Lajnah Kebajikan also will be helding a camp i'allah during the HaRI Raya Adha. I'allah biiznillah.

Yesterday,the senior Hannan-ians had a meeting. We discussed n discussed about a lot of matters. Both small n big matters.N i had fun bcoz everyone said their opinions and we discussed on it.We really had a lot of laughs together. Really big n huge laugh. Hehe. Im going to miss kak mas chik. Her anger plus mepek-ness. N allah,thank you so much for joining our hearts,the Hannan-ians together. I love dem so much even though there re ups and downs among us~

Fuhhhhh. Now i have quite a free time to read books and revise my studies. Life is back to normal. Im now a normal syariah student who want to do best for her year two. Her only aim now is to concentrate in class and understand the muhadharah.She wants to return to Spore after her exam. She hope she will not have any "hamil" subjects for daur thani. She miss her family terribly. Crying Again. *boring~~~*

Ok.I end my post here.Cya again.Salam alaikum.

2008-10-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

2008-10-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

Salam alaik readers. Its been quite a long time since i last updated my blog. There's 3 reasons for it:
1) Ive been too busy, with Aid celebration plus school has reopened. Alhamdulillah.
2) I dont favour much of internet connection here. Some cyber cant read my mp3 and some are realliiii slow. It really tests my patience.
3) My family are busy raya-ing so there's not much purpose to go online.

The picture above is taken at Bait Sawa,Harazka.We did our 2nd day celebration Raya there.It's a chalet,generously been sponsored by Sheikh Ratib Nabulsi. Allah Yubarik Feehi. We spent the whole day there,playing games and the syabab did some performance. I really fall in love with the place because there's swimming pool~~ One is the normal pool for aduts and the other one is a baby pool. Overall, the outing was quite great despite of some "down-thumb" performance. But it's ok as i really enjoyed the "Lebaran Perantau 2" for akhawats only.It was really fun n we akhawats enjoyed ourselves throughly~

Btw, congratulations to Bait Hannan(its my hoouse!!) for winning the Home Sweetest Home,special edition for Raya. We did not expect it because all of us expect the other house to win. The "other house" really prepared their house throughly. N the decoration done by them,with the help from syabab was superb. As we all know, "always expect the unexpected", and we won~~ Alhamdulillah. N mubarak to 'Rumah Jabali' too. They won for the syabab side.

Actually,i wanted to update more but suddenly all the ideas gone into thin air (mcm mane bunyi die nisa?) It just went "poof!" like that. Haha. I dont know what happened to you just now. I hope everythings ok for you there in Singapore. If u re missing me,then you should know that i miss you more than everything. Serious! N i really love if you open up and tell me more about ur life. Dont worry. I wont eat u up coz im in Syria and you in Spore.If u ever feel lonely,do msg me k n if im free,we can chat online. Miz you~ n abg,if u re reading this,make sure nisa is not always by her herself!

Kawan-kawan semua,doakan pelajar-pelajar di Bumi Syria nie semua khair ok! Kt org sedang menghadapi sedikit masalah. Doakan dipermudahkan urusan kami semua.

2008-09-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

I was just too engrossed reading other's blog that i totally have no idea wat to update my blog on. So maybe i will update a better post after 'Aid? I'allah biiznillah. But before that, i would like to share something with all of you :

Words from someone i know:
" Kt pelajari dari semua orang. Apa-apa yang baik kita amek dari diorang. So we will always ade husn zann dgn diorang. N at the same time, we can bcum a better person."

Also from someone i respect:
" Hidup macam naik tangga. Apa2 salah kt buat, kt letak pangka pat tangga tu so adik-adik kt yang lain tk pijak pada tangga yang rosak tu. Kt belajar dari kesilapan orang lain dan jangan ulangi kesilapan itu,"

Also from someone i really look upon :
"Kita nie smua insan terpilih. Terpilih untuk datang ke bumi Syam. Jadi bila kt dh dapat peluang nie, gunakan lah peluang nie sebaik-baik mungkin. Tempuhi lah semua kesusahan-sesusahan yang ada dengan positive kerana kesusahan nie yang membuatkan ilmu yang dicari lebih manis~~"

Juga dari seseorang yang ku kenali:
"kalau tk kerana tanggungjwab di tanah-air, ana akan stay di Syria. Beh sheikh ana cakap, amek apa2 ilmu di Syra kemudian smpaikan di tanah air. Kt jadi seperti shabat-shbat rasullah saw. Dgn cara gini,baru islam dpt tersebar luas,"

Ramadhan leaving.Syawal akan tiba.Hannan under renovation.Ku sayang keluarga Dmasyq.Ketupat satay dh pandai anyam.Bju Raya on search.Green Apple.Nk ferez 'aseer. Lailatul Qadar.Rindu.Takbir raya. Cry.

If ur name is listed below, it means u re being missed terribly :
Mak.Ayah.Kakak.Nisa.Abang.
Fyra.Juwai.

2008-09-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Ok.i give up. Tis computer cant read my thumbdrive and ive saved my post there. Arggh~~~geram sgt sgt...I also want to post pictures but now, im unable to do so..cubaan betui uh..

Firstly, Al-Fatihah to Brownie and its been ages since Brownie died. According to our assumptions, Brownie died because of thirst and hunger. Brownie's guardian did tried umpteen times to feed Brownie with breads, muffins, tamar and even gave him milk to drink but it refused.So its not our fault that Brownie died because we did feed it. Others assumed that Brownie died because he miz his family terribly.After all,Brownie was just a baby bird. You must be wondering how did Brownie appeared in our life?! Haha. Brownie fell into our house through the roof-top and its not the first time a baby bird fell in there. The previous incident was that 2 baby bird fell in our house and they were already dead. Scary kan? Al-Fatihah to all the baby birds who had died in our house. Al-Fatihah.

Ramadhan has nearly reached the end. I enjoyed having Ramadhan here with my friends but spending Ramadhan with my family will certainly be better. I'allah next year I will be spending Ramadhan n Syawal in Spore wit my family.Amen. Sahur here is around 4.15 am. Around 3.30 am, we will be awakened by the dong-dong sound. N i finally got the chance to see the 'man behind the sound'. hAHA. The drum used is quite small and i actually expect a bigger drum than that because to me,the sound is soo "enormous" and usually wake me up. Then iftar is like gathering with friends. We normally ate together at "dulang" so as to save water and time. Furthermore, its barakah to eat together, right? Then comes Terawih. My mantiqah, also known as Sheikh Makyuddin is quite covered with jami'. There are 7jami' around my area- Jami Makhyuddin, Jami' Hajibiah, Jami' Nabulsi, Jami' Baznah, Jami' Sukkar,Abu Nour and Jami' Jadid.n i normally performed my terawih prayers at either Nabulsi or Hajibiah. Not only because of the full-blast aircon, but the voice of the imam makes me melt~~~ Nabulsi and Hajibiah are on the go of completing the whole quran by the end of Ramadhan i'allah because every night the imam reads 1 juz for the 20 rakaat of terawih. N they always read this doa after prayers :

Ya Hannan Ya Mannan Ya Zal Juudi Wal Ihsan. Thabit Qalbunaa 'alal iman. Narju 'Afwaka walGhufran Waj 'alnaa min 'uTaqaaei shari ramadhan. Wa adkhilnal jannata biisalaam.

Ok.I end today's post wit SELAMAT BERUKA PUASA bagi penduduk Syam and SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN TERAWIH bagi penduduk Singapura.Miz u loadz~~

2008-09-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

a big thumb-down for this computer plus the lousy internet connection. BORING~~~~

alah..malas lah nk update blog...org dh tulis sungguh2 beh hilang...pat draft pon tkde...M.A.L.A.S....bye semua~~

2008-09-01T21:03:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

I would like to wish everyone here "Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa Di Bulan Ramadhan" .

*mmg cubaan puasa di musim panas nie kan..bole cair rasenye*

This is my second time celebrating Ramadhan here and I'allah syawal will also be here.

Gud Bye to Mardhiyah N Juwai. They will be flying back to Spore in just a few days time.

*jgn lupe doakan kt org di sini okiez*

A big congrats to the group who wins the Damascene project.Mubarak.

n to those who get "saguhati", mubarak too for participating in it.

i loike all of the videos~~

The newbies have arrived Syria.Ahlan wa sahlan.It reminds me of the times when I 1st arrived here. I did not realize it that its been a year im here. Masya Allah. U survived with Allah's help. Hamdan Lillah.

I went to Lubnan the other day with 'Atiqah and Kak Fateha's family. Lubnan has reached a level of modernity.But I would darely describe it as a "ghost-town" area. There is not many people around it and most of them are not Hijab-ians. I heard from the driver that most of them are Masihi-(christian)followed by Sunni Muslim and Syiah Muslim.I even saw a building 'decorated' with "kesan penembakan".

Woah! Scary lah jugak.

*kalo ade kesempatan lagik,nk pi Jordan pulak..boleh?*

2008-08-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

aLhamdulillah...

everitink is orite now...

terima kaseh bagi yg menolong...

sorie susahkan smua...

nie smua satu pengajaran buat kt org..

lps nie kt org akan lebih berhati-hati...

i juz hate it when the water supply is cut~~

n kahraba' tkde...

its juz so frustating~

*sori uh emosi..nga pakai RED HAT uh*

sejak-sejak nie cuaca asyik mendung jek~

n smlm after sooo long,it rains~

tk suke cuaca mendung~

coz it reminds me of my family..

*kalo hujan2 mesti semua ade pat uma..tido..zzz*

ok.tats all.cya.

2008-08-23T03:00:00.000+08:00

salam to my readers...

Today's post will just be a short one coz im quite rushing for time...

*time to sleep*..hehe...

First announcement,

Damascene project is AT LAST over~~

All our hard work n efforts i'allah will be rewarded fruitfully..

*tk sia-sia uat projek nie sbb ku semakin mahir dalam Windows Movie Maker..alhamdulillah*

a big applause for my team-mates...

*hmm...dh bole announce name group ke blom eh? bole uh...*

Kabhi Farh Kabhi Hazn..

Prsenting their names...

Fathanah..Kak Mardhi Alimun...Kak Dja Ithnin...Kak Isma...Zahra..n Kak Suhailah...weey~~

We certainly did a great job kan? Its ok if we did not win...

wats important is that,we have poured the best in ourselves~~

congratulations!! I luv u all to bits n pieces~~

Second announcement,

Left only a few days for the newbies to arrive Syria..

its less than a week...I really hope that we can both hand-in-hand bring

back the glory of Islam here...Ahlan Wa Sahlan ila suria..

*hati ini kecut untuk menerima kedatangan budak2 baru yang fullamak!

boleh dikatakan ramai jugak...14 org lah seh...*

Third announcement,

If u re reading this,i want to apologize for the change in me.

It came suddenly and I myself cant explain it why.

But im sure,i did not regret it.Mayb Allah has set that this is the best path for us.

Wat ever it is,pray for me always.

Im sorry.

Fourth announcement,

Ramdhan's coming n Syaaban is leaving us in a few more days. N I will be spending Syawal for the 2nd time here. Not complaining but i miz my family terribly.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMDHAN BAGI SEMUA

UMAT ISLAM DI SELURUH DUNIA.

No more announcement.Till here. Take Care.

2008-08-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

Climbing up~

See the small lorry there! We climbed all the way to the top~

Syaima's house

The cave's mouth.

See the top of the mountain! Its straight,unlike most

mountains who have a cone-shape.

The water is naturally from ground.

Pictures~~pictures~~ lots of pictures~~

*banyak lah sgt gmbr2 tu iye...tapik ok lah tu..hehe*

Last Weds, after much persuadation from one of my arab friend,Syaima', we(me and 'atiq) decided to go to her house @ Yabroud. It was a 2-hr journey from Dmasyq and I as usual slept through out most of the journey.Basically,it just a new experience for us to visit an arab house and they certainly have an excellent way of serving guests. Barakalluhu fiikum jami'an.

Syaima's father even went to the extend of bringing us around Yabroud with his "van plus lorry". The view was so capturing that our camera did not stop clicking from taking pictures. I just love to live in Yabroud~

Yabroud was an old mantiqah and it exists since centuries. When i asked Syaima' why Yabroud,she said that the place is more colder compared to Dmsyq and it certainly is true. And the place is less havoc and more peaceful~ To me,its like a modern perkampungan. And its totally clean! *wa haza,ahammussyai'*

A big thanks to Syaima' and her family,especially Bayan. You have been a great company to us~ *smile widely* We will certainly visit you again Yabroud coz u have placed a great image in our hearts.From the bottom of my heart, I would like to say " I Love You Yabroud "

And to Kak Rai and Kak Izzah @ Cairo, I as the representative of Bait Hannan will like to express our deepest appreciation to both of you. *tau dh lambat sgt nk cakap bnde nie..tapik tkpe~* And also,jazakumullahu khairal jaza' sebab sblm melangkah kluar dari Bait Hannan,krg dua sempat mendoakan agar bekalan air di rumah Hannan tk akan putus lagik. N alhamdulillah,sejak detik itu,bekalan air sentiasa ade 24/7. *riangnya rasa hati ini*

And lastly,to syabab DMSYQ @ Syria,Mubarak for ur excellent performance during the night of IPAS. It certainly lighten up my day after sitting for my last exam paper. *Cute sgt krg nye perfromance..i loike~~* N I dare to say that, krg nye performance makes everyone laughed..realli realli laughed bcoz of the spontaneous humour~~N korang on tat night certainly show the image of Spore Unity. Keep up the gud work and we akhawat akan sentiasa support korang~family support! Syabas once again~~

2008-07-26T01:33:00.000+08:00

salam...

Ramadhan...
Aku Menantikan Kedatangan mu...
dengan penuh semangat dan ghairah...
hanya satu harapan...
agar ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna..
semoga hari2 di bulan ramadhan...
ku isi hanya dengan beribadat pd mu ya rahman..
bacaan quran akan sentiasa dialuni..
bibir ku akan sentiasa dibasahi dengan zikrullah...
tangan ku akan sentiasa ringan menghulurkan bantuan..
dan kaki ku akan sentiasa dibawa ke majlis2 ilmu...
dan juga untuk mendirikan solat terawih..
semoga impian murni aku menjadi satu kenyataan...
bukan hanya khayalan semta-mata...
kerana aku khuatir..
jika ramadhan tahun hadapan...
aku tidak sempat untuk menemuinya...

ya allah...temukan aku dengan ramadhan...

2008-07-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

When two friends meet together,we smile widely~~~ I luv you room-mate~~~ May Allah bless us with ever-lasting happiness and we rock the world kan..hehe...Sori for ani mistakes ive done to u...ceh..mcm laz wasiat lak...halalkan makan-minum k...sori for everitink....syukran~~ u re one mad ting-tong friend but always there for me...cya soon~~~ bubyezzz~~~

2008-07-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

Warkah untuk seseorang yang sedang berubah…

Tk sangka kan masa berjalan dengan begitu pantas. Bagi Hida lak, rasa macam baru jek smpai Syria. Tiba2 dpt berita ade batch budak baru yg akan dtg Syria bulan depan. Masya allah. Tapi mmg betul uh,dalam perjalanan masa nie mesti banyak bnda yg berlaku, Mesti ade perkara baru yang telah berlaku dalam hidup kt. Mesti ade sesuatu yang telah berubah.

Perubahan boleh berlaku dengan kesedaran dan boleh juga terjadi tanpa kesedaran. Sebab itu orang sekeliling memainkan peranan dalam membantu membentuk peribadi kt. Mereka adalah reflex bagi diri kita. Selain itu, kt mesti memperbanyakkan muhasabah diri untuk mengetahuai samaada kt berubah kearah yang benar atau pon terjerumus dalam arah kehancuran.

I received a msg from one of my friend and she noticed that one of my friends has changed ( let us give her a nama,misaki-san ). She noticed that Misaki-San has transformed into a more ‘loving’ person but that ‘love’ is channeled into the wrong way. A way that is not Islamic and is inappropriate for a person who is now currently getting Islamic education in Singapore. It totally broke my heart when I heard about it and this is one of the ways im doing to help Misaki-San realized her mistake.

My friend and I, kind of discuss on this topic and we have not come to any solution but we concluded that the reason for her change is most probably because of a change in the environment. Misaki-San is in the peak period of a teenage age and that is the most vulnerable age to get influenced easily. Furthermore, she is now losing someone that she loves and needs badly. She needs friends and she needs attention. Home is now a lonely place for her. She is missing the laughter and happiness among her sisters and brother that once used to exist in her life.

Misaki-San, if u re reading this and if u feel that this “warkah” is specially delivered to you, congratulations! Bcoz this composed ‘warkah’ is definitely for you. Im really worried for you and I do not want to lose the old Misaki when I come back home to spore in 2009. Im really looking forward to meet you and we will certainly spend our time together,biiznillah.

Whenever u feel that u re lonely, just remember that u re never alone. Besides having friends with ur netball team, with ur classmates, with ur fatayats friends, you will always have me with you. You can rely on me in ur ups and downs of life. Friends play an important role in shaping your personality so make sure who you re friends with. If u feel being friend with her can boost up ur determination n spirit in becoming a better muslimah, den be close to her. Good friends re like perfumes. Their sweet-smelling perfume will leave an effect on you when you re close to her.

Misaki-San, love can either be a healing remedy or a poisonous one. It depends on your choice but im sure nobody would choose a poisonous remedy if they can see it through. N that’s why allah has pave a path for us muslim. He knows what is the best thing for us. Islam is not against love but if we channeled it to the right way, it can really bear you with a fruitful happiness and ur heart and mind will always be at ease. Lastly, I really hope that u will give a good image of a muslimah. Be strong and do not get influenced easily. Spend your time in the mosque wisely and always stick to the Quran and Sunnah. I will always miss you. Take care sis!

*Misaki-San is a real person with an anonymous name. N im using that name bcoz im now madly in love with Japanese drama. Suke suke~~*

Im dedicating this song to everyone who wishes to…..

Aduhai puteri ku sayang
Aduhai puteri ku sayang
Puteri ku sayang
Puteri ku sayang

Lembut mu tk bererti
Kau mudah dijual beli
Kau mampu menyaingi
lelaki dalam berbakti
Lembut bukan hiasan
Bukan jua kebanggan
Tapi kau sayap kiri
Pada suami yang sejati
Disebalik bersih wajahmu
Disebalik tabir dirimu
Ade rahsia agung
Tersembunyi dalam diri
Itu lah sekeping hati
Yang takut pd ilahi
Berpegang pda janji
Mengabdikan diri

Malumu mahkota yang tidak perlukan singgahsana
Tetapi ia berkuasa menjaga diri dan nama
Tiada siapa yang akan boleh merampasnya
Melainkan kau sendiri yang pergi menyerah diri

Ketegasan mu umpama benteng Negara dan agama
Dari dorobohkan dan jua dari dibinasakannya

Wahai puteri ku sayang
Kau bunga terpelihara
Mahligai syurga itulah tempatnya

Wahai puteri ku sayang
Kau bunga kebanggan
Wahai puteri ku sayang
Kau bunga idaman

Msg from me : wahai puteri-puteri semua…mari lah sama-sama menjadikan lagu nie satu kenyataan dalam hidup kt~~

u took my heart away 08

2008-06-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

I now officially declare that it is now summer,and for me it means summer vacation.wey~~.I have all the time with me and I must spent it wisely. I would like to share with u an Arabic poem,which I found it while flipping through an Arabic magazine.

الوقت نافع
كالذهب الساطع
اما بعض الناس
ليس فيهم احساس
الساعة يهملون
والوقت يضيعون
اهتم بالوقت
وليس بالجنون
نظم الاوقات
للعب والدراسات
فتشبع رغباتك
وتحقق طموحاتك

*To those who wan to noe the menaning,do tag me okiez*

So,wat do I plan to do during this summer vacation? Let me list it down:
1) Learn Khat Riqa’
2) At least complete 5 juz of the Quran
3) To be able to comprehend Arabic more fluently
4) To be able to understand most of the Amiah
5) Complete watching “heroes” (hehe…the series is so entertaining)
6) To complete talaqqi at least one kitab with sheikh/sheikhah
(if I could achieve more,its totally better)
7) To learn how to ‘anyam ketupat’ & ‘do the tepi thing with epok2’ (I dunno wat its call)
8) Can create a movie maker
(im in the process of learning it)
9) Lose 5 kilogram ( I noe its kind of impossible but I will try)
10) Learn at least 3 new skills. Here it is:
 Can cuddle a kitten
(haha..im a kitten phobia but I wud love to cuddle a kitten)
 Learn how to handle electronics
( for instance,if the light blows,at least I noe how to restart it back with a starter)
 Not to be scared of cockroaches
(eeeiii….the idea really disgusts me but I want to overcome my fear.)

Ok.I dunno if im capable of achieving all this but at least im giving it a shot. I will update you guys with improving results I’allah. Pray for me. I will post the results in another 4 months biiznillah.

*mak,im so touched when I told u that the cost of an airplane ticket is so expensive and u said, “nevermind.ive already prepared for you the money for the air ticket next year*

*to my pre-u 2 2007 friends,congratulations for ur flying marks in ur examination. Mubarak ‘ala natiijatikum.*